Bad boy // A.I ✔️

21- Feelings?

If you had a chance to see into the future and change your past would you? I would. I would change everything about this trip so far. Ashton hasn't spoke to any of the boys except Luke and I had to admit I was jealous.

No. No. Gigi your not you don't like Ashton.

I shook my head at my own thought. Heck I do. I was jealous when he was with Emily. I sighed making Calum look at me.

"You ok Gi?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah I'm just going to go swimming," he nodded and I went into my tent. I got changed into my bikini before grabbing a towel and walking out.

"Later losers!" I shouted before heading down to the lake. I set my towel down and went into the lake flinching at the temperature.

"Why you alone?" I heard a voice ask. I turned and nearly screamed. I ran out the water and into this 'strangers' arms.

"Ni," I said. Niall was my first proper friend at kindergarten but sadly he had to move and we kind of broke contact completely.

"Hey Gi," he said hugging me not caring I was wet from swimming.

"How did you know where I was?" I questioned grabbing my towel and wrapping me in it.

"Louis and Luke told me," he said sitting on the grass. I sat by him.

"Louis and Luke. Luke Hemmings?" I questioned. He nodded.

"Louis was my friend in England before he moved here and Luke was my first friend I met when I came on holiday with Louis and the other boys," he explained. I nodded happy to finally re-see my childhood friend. I sat closer to him and snuggled into his side.

"I missed you Ni," I whispered.

"I missed you to Gi, how are things?" He said running his hand through my now damp hair.

"Dads still in jail. It got extended. Haven't seen him since. Mentally is stable I now have medication for my anger issues. Moms still a bitch and dealing with boy troubles," I explained. He raised his eyebrow in confusion.

"I though you were dating Lou?" I nodded.

"I am, but our relationship seems like it would be better as friends you know. I don't feel a special connection you meant to feel with someone you love, Heck I haven't felt it with anyone recently," I stated looking down at the grass and picking at it.

"Break up with him. He wouldn't care Gi. Not in a bad way obviously."

I nodded. That's what I will do. I can't lead Louis on if I don't feel any feelings towards him anymore. Hell, I don't even know if I did anyway.

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