Embarrassed by secrets(Yoonmin Fanfiction)

Chapter 2

Warning: Self Abuse and some sexual content, I think...

Jimin couldn't get out of Yoongi's drunk grasp. "Y-Yoongi." Jimin moaned though the kiss.

Yoongi finally parted ways and looked at Jimin in the eyes, still pinning him down. "You liked it, didn't you?" Yoongi smirked starting to give him love bites on Jimin's neck.

"Yoongi! Stop it!" Jimin pushed Yoongi off of him, making him fall off the bed.

"Oww! You idiot! Why did you do that?" He shouted at Jimin.

"Why do you think?!" Jimin shouted, "You almost raped me! Go to fucking bed! I don't want to deal with you." Jimin yelled at him, holding his hand to his neck, anger filling up inside.

"I-I'm sorry..." Yoongi stuttered. "I-I..." He got up and stumbled over to his bed.

Luckily for Jimin, Yoongi fell asleep right away.

Jimin then went into his "empty" drawer that he had locked from others except for him, who had the key, and pulled out a little knife that had dry blood stains on it.

He went to his desk and rolled up his sleeves which revealed all his cuts and scars. "I'm sorry, Jimin..." He mumbled to himself hating his stupid habit or whatever you could call it.

Jimin started to scrape the knife against his skin at first, until he decided to start cutting himself.

He winced in the pain that he was starting to get used to and tears started to fill his eyes.

"Jimin?!" The now sober Yoongi shouted. Jimin thought Yoongi wouldn't wake up at all. He quickly put the knife in the drawer and shut it.

"Y-Yoongi hyung... It isn't what it looks like!" 

"It isn't what it looks like? Are you kidding me?" Yoongi grabbed Jimin's wrist and held it up. "There's scars and cuts everywhere. There's a fresh one right there, too." Yoongi then brought up Jimin's wrist and licked the fresh blood.

"What the actual fuck?" Jimin pulled away his hand and gave him a look.

Yoongi had his eyes wide open. "Uh... Never do that again!" He ignored what he just did and forced Jimin into the bathroom and made him clean his wrist.

"Ow! That hurts, hyung!" Jimin shouted as Yoongi put soap and water on the cut.

"It gets it clean. There, I'm done. Now head to bed." Yoongi forced him so he wouldn't go cut himself anymore.

Jimin was actually scared of Yoongi because of what he had done before so he did what Yoongi said and climbed into bed without even changing clothes.

He fell fast asleep letting Yoongi know that he won't be cutting himself at least for tonight.

Yoongi laid in bed, getting his memories back of when he was drunk. "Damn it, that was embarrassing... I pretty much confessed my feelings, I don't think he noticed, though." Yoongi said to himself.

There was a thing about Yoongi. A reason why he couldn't handle Jimin's fresh blood in the same room as him...

The next morning came by and Jimin woke up to Yoongi not in the room. "Good..."

Jimin went back to the drawer and took out the same knife, continuing from where he left off until it was time to get ready which wasn't that far off.

After all the classes of the day went by, Jimin headed to the library to meet his two friends who were dating, Taehyung and Hoseok.

"Hey guys." He greeted them and sat down at the table.

"Why are you wearing a scarf? And long sleeves like all the time?" Hoseok asked.

Jimin put on a scarf today because somebody left hickeys all over his neck and he didn't want anyone to know, but he couldn't tell them that... And the long sleeves, well obviously because of his cuts. Again, he couldn't tell them that.

"Uh, well I was just cold today." He lied.

"But you always wear long sleeves." Taehyung spoke up.

"That's because I'm self conscious about my arms." Jimin lied again.

"You don't have to be!" Hoseok stood up and was about to grab his wrist and pull up his sleeves but Jimin quickly pulled away.

"Uh... Maybe another time." Jimin gave them a smile, holding his hands behind his hands behind his back.

"Do you guys wanna hang out later tonight?" Jimin asked them, kind of not wanting to see Yoongi.

Both Hoseok and Taehyung looked at each other and back at Jimin.

"Sorry, Hoseok and I are gonna be... Uh... Busy.. Later..." Taehying said.

"I really didn't need to know that." Jimin said, looking away.

"Yeah, TaeTae. He didn't need to know that." Hoseok agreed.

"I didn't even say what we were going to do." Taehyung seemed ganged up on.

"It was obvious." Hoseok said.

"Are you mad at me, Hyung?" Taehyung gave a puppy face to Hoseok trying to butter him up.

He shook his head, "No, don't worry about it." Hoseok kissed him on the cheek.

"Uh, guys... I'm still here." Jimin spoke up.

"Oh, sorry. Wanna go get dinner with us." Hoseok asked.

Jimin shrugged, "Sure." But that was when Yoongi texted Jimin telling him to hurry up and get to the basket ball court, there was an emergency.

Why does this concern me? Jimin thought to himself. "Uh, it turns out I can't, sorry guys. I gotta go." Jimin stood up and headed to the basketball court.

There were so many people there. Wait, was there a game today? Yoongi walked up to Jimin and smiled, "I'm glad you could make it." He said.

"You made it sound like there was an emergency, actually you said there was an emergency." Jimin told him, annoyed at Yoongi for tricking him.

"I wanted you to watch my game. You can go sit by Woozi up there." Yoongi pointed up to the bleachers to where his brother was.

"Ok." Jimin sighed and walked up to Woozi and sat by him. "Hey, Woozi." He greeted.

"Hey hyung." Woozi greeted back, smiling.

Jimin watched the game, uninterestedly. Until Yoongi got the ball, Jimin started to pay attention.

He actually wanted Yoongi to win for the team, which he did. Jimin pretty much jumped out of his seat and cheered when Yoongi shot the ball into the basket.

Woozi did too, but he didn't expect Jimin to, so he gave Jimin a weird look.

Jimin was so happy when Yoongi shot the winning he score. After the game, without even thinking, Jimin went up and hugged Yoongi tightly.

"Jimin? What are you doing?" What was he doing?

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