Embarrassed by secrets(Yoonmin Fanfiction)

Chapter 15

Warning: Self Abuse

Yoongi had woken up to an empty room, he sat up, "Jimin?" He looked around but couldn't see him. Where was he?

"Hello?" Yoongi called Jin.

"Yeah, what is it?" Jin answered the phone.

"Has Jimin said anything to you about going somewhere?"

"No... Want me to ask Jungkook?" Jin asked.

"Yes, please." After a moment, Jin came back to the phone.

"He said he hasn't, sorry. Have you tried calling him?" Jin made an obvious suggestion.

Yoongi looked over at the phone that was Jimin's next to him, "I was going to, but then I noticed Jimin left his phone here." Yoongi started thinking negatively of what could happen to Jimin, "Jin hyung... You don't think Jimin... Killed himself, right?"

"Yoongi, don't worry, everything will be fine. I'll call the others while you head to basketball practice and I'll ask." Jin hung up and Yoongi went to go get ready.

He decided to skip practice and head to Jimin's only class on Saturdays.

He sat in a random spot, not knowing at all where Jimin usually sits. Then he saw Taehyung.

"Taehyung, do you know where Jimin is?" He asked the weird boy who was drawing aliens on his paper.

"No. Isn't he coming to class? Wait, did you guys fight?" Taehyung asked.

Yoongi shook his head, "We didn't fight, but I don't know where he is..."

That's when the professor came in, "Students! Take your seats! I have an announcement to make!" Yoongi hurried and sat beside Taehyung.

"There's a student in this class... Who has... Well... Had some problems so he won't be attending this school anymore or any college. In case his friends in here are wondering where he is, that's probably all you need to know..." Yoongi's eyes widened.

He sat through the whole class until it was dismissed, then he went to the professor and slammed his hand down in the desk demanding an answer, "Tell me, was that boy you were talking about Park Jimin??"

The professor looked up at Yoongi and nodded, "I'm sorry."

"Tell me, what happened." Yoongi snarled.

"Why? It'd be best if you didn't know."

"Because I'm his fucking boyfriend, now tell me." He said without caring about being judged.

"Look mister, you aren't even in my class and I let you sit in here. And now your cursing at me? How can I believe that you're his boyfriend, I don't recall Jimin being gay."

"Do you recall Jimin telling you his sexuality?" Yoongi raised an eyebrow.

"No... But he was always smiling at some girl in the classroom... Well until a while ago, He stopped looking at girls... Ohhhhh." the professor realized.

"Now you know. Tell me what the hell happened." Yoongi growled.

"Woah. I don't judge sexuality but you might wanna sit down to hear this if you really loved him."

Yoongi say down, "I'm all ears."

"Well from what I heard from the principle, last night Jimin had snuck out of his dorm past curfew. He apparently went to one of the public bathrooms with baths and tried to freeze himself with the water in the bathtubs, they were overflowing quite a lot... That didn't work, so he overdosed on pills..." The professor got cut off when Yoongi, who was now having tears falling down on his cheeks, stand up rapidly.

"Then what?? How do you know??" He questioned.

"Well, the principle had found him passed out with overflowing bathtubs and empty pill bottles..."

Yoongi's anger was filling, because of his drunken self, he hadn't noticed that Jimin was gone. He usually could tell.

"He was taken to the hospital where they had found out all the cuts and... Well... Hickeys... On his body." The professor continued and Yoongi blushed knowing the hickeys were his fault.

"Anyway, he did wake up for a little bit to tell the doctor the truth. About how he was actually trying to kill himself and how he's been cutting. He first refused to tell but that wasn't working because of all the evidence. Sadly, though..." The professor had stopped and looked down.

"What?? What's wrong??" Yoongi asked, scared out of his mind.

Was this going to be the end of us? Did Jimin really succeed in killing himself?? Thoughts like that flashed through Yoongi's mind.

"Jimin had died."

Yoongi's heart felt like it stopped right then and there. He was speechless, tears rushing down his cheeks.

"But luckily the doctors had brought him back to life with those shock things, I'm a history professor not a medical one. Anyway, once they did, Jimin has been asleep since then but he is defiantly alive now."

"Why the fuck didn't you say he was alive in the first place?! You gave me a heart attack! What's gonna happen to Jimin when he wakes up?" Yoongi shouted.

"He's going to be admitted into rehab... The doctors can't let this one slide this time." The professor said.

"What do you mean this time?" Yoongi's eyes widened.

"It isn't the first time Jimin has been in the hospital for trying to commit suicide. To be honest, it won't be his first time in rehab too. Apparently he was in it in middle school according to his records."

"Thanks... Tell me when he gets admitted because I'm going to visit him." Yoongi said.

"Come here tomorrow, then." The professor told him as he walked out. Yoongi nodded and called Jin.

"Can I talk to all of you guys? Meet me at my dorm."

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Once everyone arrived at the dorm, Yoongi told them everything about Jimin.

"He tried commuting suicide again??" Taehyung yelled.

Yoongi looked down, "Yes... Once he gets admitted into rehab, I'm going to visit him everyday. I can't see him suffer like this without me trying to help." He told all of them and they all nodded.

The next day he went to the professor's room and the professor gave all the info of where Jimin was.

Yoongi went straight to the rehab center.

"I'm here for Park Jimin." He told the receptionist when he got there.

"Oh? Park Jimin isn't taking any visitors right now. He's not in the mental state for it." The receptionist said.

"What do you mean?" Yoongi tilted his head.

Right then, Jimin came storming out the second set of double doors leading to where Yoongi was.

"Jimin!" Yoongi shouted happily, but Jimin wasn't paying attention because he was too busy yelling at the security who was dragging him back.

"Let me go! I don't wanna be in this stupid place! I don't need it!" Jimin yelled.

"Jimin!" Yoongi shouted again and Jimin looked over at Yoongi.

Jimin's eyes became pitiful like he was guilty about something, but then back to normal, "Who are you?" Jimin asked Yoongi causing everyone even the doctors who came out to go wide eyed.

Jimin... Had lost his memories...

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