Embarrassed by secrets(Yoonmin Fanfiction)

Chapter 9

Yoongi had passed out right after he confessed the things he did so Woozi had to go home while Jimin had to wait for Yoongi to wake up from he drunkness.

He finally woke up around 12 pm on a Monday afternoon with no Jimin beside him. Thirty minutes later, Jimin walked in, "I decided not to wake you up because of your drunk fit yesterday. Oh and don't worry, I took your children to school earlier and was late to my first class." He said as he sat on Yoongi's bed, not wanting to be beside him.

He didn't even sleep by Yoongi, he slept on the floor all night. He was just pissed that he lied again.

Yoongi's eyes widened, "How'd you know?"

"I'll let you remember yourself. I know you remember times when you are drunk, it just takes time." Jimin told him.

Yoongi sat there, thinking and thinking of what happened.

He started to blush, actually starting to remember what happened and then his eyes widened remembering what he said right before he passed out, "Fuck."

"I don't have any more classes today and I guess you aren't going to basketball so do you wanna talk it out?" Jimin asked.

"No, I've got basketball." Yoongi said, getting out of bed and getting dressed. He wanted to avoid the topic as much as possible.

Jimin looked at him, "Really?"

"Yeah, I have another game this Friday so I need as much practice as possible. See ya later, babe."

"So games are more important than your suicidal boyfriend?" Jimin mumbled softly but of course Yoongi heard.

"No, of course not. I just don't want to talk about Dae and Cho right now, that's all." Yoongi picked up his basketball and was about to open the door but then stopped, "wait... You're actually suicidal??"

Jimin shrugged "I don't know. I don't feel like talking about it right now." Jimin copied what Yoongi said.

Yoongi rolled his eyes and dropped his basket ball. "Look,  there are things I can't tell you about Cho and Dae...yes, they are my children and I am taking custody over them, yes they are the siblings of Woozi, but there are some other things I can't say. Maybe when the time is right." Yoongi told Jimin.

"So you don't trust me?"

"I trust you... It's just there's a past I have that's stopping me from telling you, I'm sorry."

Jimin rolled his eyes, "I've been trusting you this whole time..."

"Look, I gotta go. I'll see you after practice. Come if you want." Yoongi said but Jimin shook his head.

Right after Yoongi had left. Jimin had left the dorm too. He went straight to the roof, to the edge.

He looked straight down to the moving traffic.

What would happen if I fell?

Would I die?

Would all my worries vanish?

Even Yoongi isn't making me happy now these days...

Jimin could feel tears forming in his eyes at his thoughts, especially his last one. He loved Yoongi with all his heart, it's just he can't trust him now.

Jimin took a step forward where if he leaned anymore, he would definitely fall. And he wanted to. He wanted it all to end right there and then.

He didn't want to jump because it would be too quickly so he closed his eyes and leaned and fell.