Embarrassed by secrets(Yoonmin Fanfiction)

Chapter 14

Warning: Sexual content and self abuse
"What did you just say, Cho?" Yoongi asked Cho who just said a rude thing to Jimin. It was Yoongi's first time noticing that Cho felt that way.

"I said that I'll never be Jimin hyung's child. I hate your relationship with him!" Cho shouted.

"No nap time for you, mister." Yoongi punished Cho.

"No! I have to have nap time! My pillow is really comfy!" Cho yelled.

"Really? Nap time?" Jimin mumbled. While Dae had looks like Yoongi, Cho had the same sleeping habit as him.

Cho glared at Jimin, "I refuse it!"

"Cho!" Yoongi shouted. Dae was looking back and forth, confused.

"Guys shouldn't be dating each other! Not one bit! Plus," Cho started getting teary eyed, "I miss mommy!" Yoongi's eyes widened.

"It's been 6 years... How do you even remember her?"

Cho shrugged, "I just miss her..."

Jimin looked at the ground, "I'm sorry, Cho."

Yoongi stayed quite, "Jimin, they are supposed to go to their weekend home at my aunts, can you take them?" He was quite and left the dorm without another word.

Jimin had no choice but to take Cho and Dae there.

He had got the address and dropped them off.

Once he got back to the dorm, Yoongi still wasn't there.

Jimin called Yoongi but no answer. So he called like 20 times more, yet still no answer.

He started to panic, none of the others knew where Yoongi was...

Jimin then looked over at the knife that was laying on his desk. As he was about to grab it, he stopped, "No... Not this time... Yoongi will be mad. Wait..."

That's when Jimin got an idea, what if he cut himself and Yoongi came to the rescue like usual... He took the knife and took off his jacket revealing a small space he left in his arm.

He glided the knife across his arm praying that Yoongi would come back.

But nothing.

Jimin dropped the knife with blood on it, staring at it.

With blood on his arm, he waited and waited. But Yoongi didn't come.

Eventually, he washed off the knife and took a shower.

Even after the shower, Yoongi still wasn't there.

"Yoongi... Where are you? I miss you." This was the longest Jimin had gone without knowing where Yoongi was and it was driving him crazy.

Jimin laid in bed and cried himself to sleep.

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The next morning Jimin woke up to the smell of alcohol. He opened his eyes to see Yoongi staring at him.

Jimin jolted up and covered his nose, "Were you at the bar all night?!"

Yoongi nodded. "Babeeeeeee, why are there tear stains all over your pillow?"

"I fucking cried over you for no reason." Jimin picked up the pillow and hit Yoongi with it.

"Oohhh, pillow! Hit me more, babe!" Yoongi said, smiling.

"What the actual fuck? No, I'm going back to bed." Jimin laid down and pulled the covers over his face.

All of a sudden, Yoongi yanked off the blanket and pinned Jimin on the bed.

"Nah, I need some fun." Yoongi started to kiss Jimin on the neck.

"I just woke up..." Jimin groaned.

"Good! Hehe." Yoongi said starting to undress Jimin.

Once that was done, he took off his own clothes.

"Yay! Fun time." Yoongi fingered Jimin while smirking.

"No, Y-Yoongi... Not now please." Jimin said, gripping onto Yoongi.

Yoongi ignored him and stopped. After that, he was about to put his penis in Jimin's butt, but Jimin stopped him, "I told you, No." Jimin said, seriously.

"Awe, but we came this far and I wanna make babies with you..." Yoongi pouted.

Jimin pushed Yoongi off who stumbled off the bed. He got up and got himself dressed.

"You get dressed too, we're going to get you sober." Jimin said.

"Whatttt? Whyyyy?" Yoongi whined.

"I don't wanna have sex with a drunk man. I'm scared you'll become a alcoholic." He said, throwing clothes onto Yoongi.

Yoongi got dressed and stumbled.

Jimin put on his jacket and put an arm around Yoongi to get him stable, "Let's go. And don't embarrass me in public."

Finally they arrived at the coffee shop after Yoongi stopping at every stop light, even though they were walking on a side walk, not driving. Also after Yoongi stopped at every animal and growled at them.

Jimin ordered their coffees and placed it right in front of Yoongi, sipping his own coffee.

After Yoongi drank all his coffees, of course after asking questions like, "Can we have sex now? Can we get a pet? Can we? Can weeeee?", Jimin finally asked Yoongi a question.

"Why?"

"Why what?" Yoongi asked.

"Why are you drunk this time?" Jimin asked.

"Uh... I don't know." Yoongi shrugged.

"You do know. Tell me. Let me know."

"Cho..." Yoongi mumbled.

"Are you upset about what he said yesterday?" Jimin asked, sincerely.

Yoongi nodded, "I don't want him to be sad about his late mother, and I want him to accept you. I got a little depressed and went to the bar last night..."

"Drinking won't help anything." Jimin told him.

"And cutting and being suicidal will?" Yoongi raised an eyebrow.

"No... Ok, both of us have terrible ways to relieve our stress and anxiety, we know that now... Let's fix it then." Jimin offered.

"You'll stop cutting and wanting to die?!" Yoongi shouted, everyone staring at them now.

"Shush. If that's what I have to do." Jimin said, not wanting that though. He's been cutting kind of less but not much.

"Yesssss. Can we have sex now that we agreed on that?" Yoongi smiled widely.

Jimin felt heat rise in his cheeks, "No, but let's go back to the dorm."

Once they got back to the dorm, after Yoongi doing the same things as before, Yoongi laid on the bed and fell asleep right away.

Jimin laid next to him and stared at Yoongi's face, "There's only one way to relieve your stress. And that's if you never met me in the first place." He said to the unconscious Yoongi.

"I'm sorry, but this time..." Jimin paused, feeling tears in his eyes.

"I'll really have to disappear."

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