Words Left Unspoken (COMPLETED)

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"Are you mad at me?" He asked. She didn't look at him. She does not want to look at him.

"Chelsea!" He shouted this time. She heard him stand up which caught her attention. She's looking at a James who's grabbing her up. He pulled her then pinned her on a wall. She tried getting out, but she couldn't. She doesn't even have the strength to look at him. She was locked in his arms... Just like before. But this is present, and she don't dwell about the past.

"Will you please tell me, what the heck is your problem?!"
"Because I'm tired of guessing! I'm tired of thinking! I'm tired of being tired!" He shouts.

I am too, James. Don't be selfish, because I am too... I am tired too... Tired of hurting and being hurt, of loving and being loved, of fighting and being fought for. I want all of you to let go, to let go of me... Of everything about me.

Instead of answering, she just stared at his lips.

I used to kiss those thin, pinkish lips of his. Those lips used to sing me to sleep. Those lips used to comfort me with the sweetest words I've ever heard in my entire existence, how do you expect me to let go of everything?

"Chelsea look at me!" He said as he cups her chin. She saw his brown eyes.

I've always loved his eyes. It's my favorite part of his whole body. His blue eyes that drowns me to death. The has seen my everything. That has seen my soul. Can I even let go of this?

"Chelsea speak up!" She was awakened by his shaking. Here it is Chels... She had pictured this image of him confronting her and her breaking him and every image makes her cry. And this, this is worse than what she have ever imagined.

"James, let go of me." She said.

"No."

"No, let go of me. Everything about me." She said again.

"What?" He said with confusion and pain in his eyes. While for her, she covered everything. She covered everything with her icy, cold stares.

"I'm sorry, but the show's over,"

"W-what?" He said, still confused.

"I don't love you anymore, James! And I'm just keeping it up because I don't want to break you!" She lied. He's still looking at her with confusion.

"It was mercy, James... And I'm sorry." She said and without any second she felt his lips against hers. The tears that she's been hiding, all went out. She wants to push him away but her body's betraying her. Chelsea, please... This is the last.

She went with his kiss while tears are flowing down to her cheeks. It was like a song that they memorized and sang with rhythm and passion but then she felt everything. His pain, love everything! She felt everything through his kiss... All emotions... And it breaks her.

His kiss gets deeper. Anger can be felt. His hands touched her waist. On her skin, going higher and higher which made her alert.

"J-James... sh-shtop," She said in between kisses. He didn't stop. His kisses were lowering. He kisses her neck and she's now in full attention.

"James, stop!" She shouts while tears are flowing my face.

"DAMN IT!" He shouts then punches the wall behind her. She was shocked. She had never seen him like this... He looked so dangerous, dangerous yet fragile. He looked like a lion that lost it's bait. And she was the bait.

Chelsea wiped her face still panting. She saw blood from his right hand.

"J-James..." She said and he was just looking at her.

"I pity you. Even if you don't deserve any of it." He said then took his bag and left.

Yes, I don't deserve any of it.