I'm just gunna give a warning now......
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2 POV.
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It had been only 2 days sense you stop seeing Donnie and the others. You've been miserable without him. You've tried to get you mind off him like watching your favorite movies or going with friends. Trying stuff that isn't the normal stuff. Like eating your feelings out. You tried that but..... It didn't do too well. You ended up throwing up the end of the day and it was bad. But in the end you just lay on your bed and cried like you never cried before. You've never cried like this ever. It was rare of you to cry. You have text from everyone but Donnie. He still was upset at you. He probably even hated you. Than you heard a knock on you widen. It wasn't Raph or Mikey, it was Leo who came to see you. You kept your head down and open your window. You look up at Leo and just broke down. No word need to describe how bad you were now. He went and hugged you and let you cry on his shoulder. He rub your back trying to calm you down.
"Y-You know, y-you must be special for me letting you see me cry" you said and chuckle a bit. He did the same and pressed his forehead to yours.
"It'll be ok. We're trying our best to explain to him. But the only person he's talking to is...." He trails off. You knew what he was going to say.
"April.... Yeah I figure. I just don't like her anymore. I tried to he nice but she being a bitch so I'm not gunna care anymore" you said.
"Why don't we go on patrol? Just me and you? I know you like kicking butt" he said and you laugh and nodded.
"Sure. Just let me wash my face" you said. He nodded as you grab tights and a regular (f/c) T-shirt and went to the bathroom. You wash your face and change your cloths. You put the others on your bed and went with Leo. You guys did fight and it was getting your mind off Donnie until you saw them at the park. It just broke your heart.
"(Y/N)......"
"It's fine. It's totally fine. You know what! She can have him when I'm over him but for now she can't!" You were about to jump down but Leo stop you.
"Don't do it. She isn't worth it" Leo said trying to convince you not to do it. Soon you gave up and walk away with Leo away from them.
"It'll be ok" Leo said and gently smiled at you. You smiled back and look down.
"It's just..... He was my first love. M-My first..... real relationship. I-I actually t-thought he was the one" you said as tears fall from your face.
"I-I'm sorry (Y/N) you were Donnie first everything too" Leo said and it did make you feel a bit better but not completely.
"Thanks. It does make me feel a bit better" you said and smiled willing your tears away.
"Now let's go kick some butt!" You said and ran off with Leo trailing behind you.
Donnies POV.
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I saw (Y/N) with Leo on the roof. Her eyes were blood red. I remember she told me that she never a cries around anyone. Seeing her like this makes me miss her so much. Just knowing that I've caused this makes me feel guilty. I should have listen to her. But I was so sad and angry too see that picture. I look at it one more time and notice something. Raphs grabbing her shirt, her eyes are widen and it looks like she trying to pull away.
"April, let me ask you something and be completely honest with me ok? The last thing I need is another lie" I said to her. She smirk but than turns into an "innocent" smile and she nodded.
"Was (Y/N) really with Raph? As in a couple? I'm wondering" I said and look at her.
"Well......." She trails off. I knew it. They weren't together. Raph made a confession.
"I knew it. I KNEW IT! YOU LIED TO ME! WHY WOULD YOU LIE TO ME?! BECAUSE OF YOU IM HEARTBROKEN AND DEPRESSED!" I yelled at her. Because of her I destroy most of my stuff because I was sad and angry. I haven't slept, eating, or anything because of her!
"D-Donnie I didn't-"
"Yes you did! You just couldn't stand that she was with me and not you! I use to like you but you fucking rejected me for Casey! Don't fucking come back and try to get me back because you fuck up!" I yelled at her. I've never curse at her but today was the day. She messed up my relationship with (Y/N) and now I need to get her back. April was crying and I ignore her and ran to the lair. I need a plan to see her and to get her back.
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I'll kept posting either one or two more chapter today. I feel like writing but the slow update it true. So yeah ✌️
