Gunna be a little sad in this story. Well I guess it's how you see it, and how sensitive you are to it.
But happy Mother's Day everyone, even for the ones who don't have a mom share this day with someone who's been there for you as a mom, the one who's a mother figure to you. 💗
Your POV.
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Mother's Day.
The day that comes every once in a year.
The day where every child gets to spend the day with their mothers.
The day the mother gets treated with gift.
Showering with affection by their own children.
The day where the child gets to be grateful to have their mom.
But than, there are the children that don't have a mom.
A child like me.
A child were they lost their mom.
This day, just brings pain for those we don't have.
Memories for those who mother was alive.
Painful memories they can't make more with her.
Memories that will never be forgotten but can't be created.
Some might have hate.
But those are the one who mothers don't deserve crap.
Those mothers don't deserve shit, a way to put it.
But for me.
My mom deserves everything in the world.
I wish she was her.
I wish I could shower her with affection like the rest.
I wish I can make memories with her.
I wish,
I wish I could have met her.
It was cold and wet. I was shivering but it didn't bother me. Thundering sounds, loud booming, lighten coming front the sky, down to the earth. The rain got harder and harder each time. Non of it matter to me. I stood in the cemetery, in front of my mom grave. My eyes never left her grave stone. She deserved so much. She didn't deserve this.
My tears fell from my face mixing in with the rain. It look like I wasn't but I was. 3 times a year I break down in pain. 3 times a year I stand alone. 3 times a year where, where I don't want to stand. Those days where I wish I could see her.
The 3 days:
Mother's Day.
Her birthday.
And the day of her death.
