My Little Secret

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Me and Krystal hung out during the rest of the week. Sometimes Tamara ould join us, but most of the time she was with Raymond. I think Tamara was actually settling down because she's been with him for almost a month. It seemed to be going well. I found myself getting more and more attracted to Krystal everyday, my feelings just seemed to grow. In Social Studies class, me and CJ talked. He was laid back and chilled, he was always high and cracking jokes. He played football, and could care less what anybody thought. All the girls liked him, but he made it clear that he only had eyes for me. I noticed that Krystal and Kyle had become friends, but I didn't think much about it because she was gay. CJ walked me to majority of my classes, and on the days Krystal couldn't, he'd give me a ride home. I knew I liked both Krystal and CJ but I couldn't decide on who I wanted to be with. I didn't  rush my feelings though, because it was still only the first week. I had time.

I decided to keep my feelings for CJ away from Krystal, and my feelings for Krystal away from CJ.

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Saturday

I was excited. My outfit was cute, a cropped tight-fitting tee that showed both cleavage and stomach, faded light-wash skinny jeans, and a pair of leopard colored flats. I looked cute. I straightened my hair which took me over an hour, and put on a light lip gloss. This was my first date, and I wanted to make an impression.

At 5:05, the doorbell rang, and CJ introduced himself to my mother and Alicia. By 5:10, we were on our way to the movies. CJ bought us M&M's, twizzlers, nachos, and popcorn with extra butter - my favorites. As we were watching Tyler Perry's Temptation,  I began to relax. He put his arm around me, and we continued to watch the movie.

After the movie was done, we got in his car and he drove us to the park.

"Sam, you look beautiful." CJ stated.

"Thanks, and you're not too bad yourself."

"Can I kiss you?", he asked.

There wasn't a need for me to reply, I just leaned in and kissed him softly on his lips. His lips were soft and a little salty from the popcorn we ate, but I couldn't complain because it was perfect. I swear sparks flew and my heart was dizzy.

We grinned at each other as he drove me back home. He walked me to my door.

"Goodnight, I'll text you later." he told me quietly as I walked inside.

I texted Tamara.

S: Date with CJ went perfect. I think I like him

T: Aw, cute. What about Krystal?

S: IDK. Haven't heard from her today, probably punking around with Kyle. IDC.

T: KK babes. Ttyl, Ray's over. ;)

S: ;)

I laid in bed thinking about CJ and fell asleep.

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