Addie,
You must wonder why I left in such a hurry that I couldn't even say goodbye. Well I have no excuse for not saying goodbye to you but I had to get out of that house as fast as I could. I couldn't take you with me because I didn't want him coming after you too. I will plan to get you one day and when that day comes, I promise I will never let you go again. I can't tell you where I went to due to Steve finding out. I am so sorry I left you with him. You can hate me for the rest of your life, it's fine with me. I just love you so much and I didn't want to see you get hurt.
The picture I also included with this letter is a picture of our family back when you were 3. There is a little boy in it next to you. That little boy is your twin brother Logan. After your dad died, I couldn't handle both so I did the selfish thing and put him up for adoption. I'm a very selfish person Addie and I'm glad I left so you can move on with your life and be smart enough to get out of there. Steve will never find me. I went somewhere that I can never be found. Your brother is out there somewhere if you want to look for him. I know he did get transferred over to America. I use to visit him every week until he got transferred. I couldn't bear to take him again knowing what he will go into. If I could, I would've given you up for adoption so that you could find a better life out there. You don't deserve this.
I also wanted to write this letter to show my true self. No I was not who you thought I was. After your dad died, we didn't have any money so I did it the horrible way and was in the prostitution business. I beg that you never ever follow in my steps. You're stepfather was one of my customers and we fell in love. He got me out of the business and now I promise, I will never work with it again. It was third worst decision I have ever made besides leaving you behind and putting your brother up for adoption.
I beg that you find your brother and that I will find you. I love you so much Addie and I just want what's best for you. I hope you have a wonderful life and find a man like your father. One that cares and loves you for who you are and will do anything for you. One that makes you feel special and gives you a tingling feeling every time you touch. Have a good life Addie and I promise we will meet again. I love you baby girl.
Love always,
Mum
I reread it over and over again until I could memorize it. I had a twin brother that I didn't even know about and my mum was a prostitute? I didn't realize how bad of a mother she was until now.
I read the last paragraph again and looked at Harry. If there was anything good my mum said in this letter, it was that I should find a man that makes me feel loved. Harry makes me feel like that. He makes me feel a feeling that is indescribable. I loved him so much I couldn't even handle it. I never wanted to let him go. I needed him in my life.
I kissed his forehead and laid my head on his, putting the letter in my pocket. This is going to be a long plane ride.
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"Harry." I nudged him. "Love, wake up." He still wouldn't budge. The plane was about to land and he was still asleep. "Harry wake up." I pecked his lips. I saw his eyes open a little.
"Are we on the ground?"
"Not yet. But we are about to be."
He groaned before sitting up in his seat. "Why the hell did I choose America to go to?"
"I think it will be fun."
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