ch. 20

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ZANDER'S POV.
When I woke up I was in bed.
"What strange dream" I said rubbing my head.
"It wasn't a dream... zander... hayden's gone... the police took him away and he has a court trial next month. He gets one visit a week and he put you on it." Lacy said and I started hyperventilating I couldn't breath I felt like someone cut me open with a rusted spoon and ripped my heart out... no it was worse.... I sat there not being able to breath then lacy came over. Put her hand over my mouth and held my nose. She was suffocating me..... why was she doing this?!!! Then she stopped and I was gasping for breath.
"Can you breath better now?"she said and then I realized what she was doing. Same thing when people have panic attacks you got to make them hold their breath or something for a little bit so when they start breathing again they are actually getting more air in.
"Yeah, thanks." I said and she handed me a glass of water.
I leaned against her and started crying.
I went and visited Hayden every week, he looked like he hadn't sleepy for weeks, neither one of us has had much sleep anyhow. We talked about his trial and he told me to answer them honestly and to not let my emotions get in the way. So I listened and did everything he asked me.
When trial day came up I wore my now ripped up black skinny jeans with a nice white shirt and a suit jacket.I answered all of their questions, what happened the day of the masquerade, what my relationship was with Hayden, if we had a relationship before the masquerade,about how he acted, and more. I told them how I thought.. no how I knew Hayden was one of Hells angels because he saved me from the people who had kidnapped me and forced me to be there son.
They didn't care about it, how he actually saved me, how he changed.... it was lunch time and we all ate food, well except me I couldn't eat, then we came back. Lucy told them how she met him leaving out the fact that she killed her uncle because... well he did stuff that I'm not going to get into... Luca told them how he met him adding that he killed his sister for the things she did to him because he had already gone to jail for his crime. Hayden was their family, he was all of our family but the judge and the jury didn't care.
"He is guilty, he gets....the death penalty." He said and made it official. I screamed and ran to Hayden where I cried and we hugged eachother.
"I love you zander." He was still in handcuffs and the police that were there came and pulled on his cuffs and the others pulled on me and I didn't care I just wanted Hayden I kept looking at him as they pulled him away and back into a room where I couldn't see him. I fell to my knees and balled my eyes out and screamed.
"I love you too.... Hayden..." I said crying and screaming. Luca and Lucy came and held me in their arms. I was helpless I couldn't do anything but cry and scream while they held me.
The lights in the room started going out and the janitor told us we needed to leave. Luca had to carry me out because I was paralyzed with all the emotions that were no good and would eventually Tear me apart.
A few weeks later we had to go and see Hayden in the chair and they made me watch as they killed him. I ran to the window screaming, I was already crying before that.

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I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU BLOODY MASQUERADERS FOR READING THIS AND I HOPE YOU ENJOYED.
Ok so there will be another book to this called the afterlife. CH. 21 of this book Is a Q&A so if you have any questions, ask the characters in the comments below. Hayden Zander, Luca, and Lucy will answer them you can ask random questions or questions about the next book.
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