Shawn Mendes Imagines

aftertaste

I CANT BREATHE SHAWN FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER WHAT IS LIFE AGGGHHHH!

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It was hard. It was hard seeing y/n in a car with some other guy. She looked at me and her eyes went from happiness to sadness in two seconds. She meant the world to me and she goes and cheats on me. I know she misses me because the way she looks at me is heartbreaking. Of course I miss her too but every time I look at her my eyes get flushed with tears. She's so beautiful and cold, like snow.

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"Y/n" I shouted as I dropped my guitar and hockey bag. "I'm home!"

I made my way upstairs and heard soft moans coming from our bedroom. I looked around confused and slowly opened the door. I found her laying underneath one of my best friends.

"Y/n?" I said tears fell from my eyes.

I wasn't angry. I thought I would be bashing this guy's face in if this ever happen, no I just stood there and cried.

"Shawn..." She said covering up with the blanket standing up.

"How could you?!" I shouted stepping back.

"Shawn, I'm sorry" she said as tears left her eyes instead.

"No! Fuck you both!" I shouted running downstairs.

I grabbed my stuff wiping away tears. My face all puffy and red as I examine it in the mirror. I ran out to my jeep revving the engine angrily. My wheels screeched as I left the driveway leaving skid marks. I didn't know where I was going but I had to get away. She tried calling me but I turned my phone off after that first call. I wiped away more tears as I zoomed down the street towards the lake. When I got there it was completely shallow making me calm down a bit. I sighed, got out of the car, and sat on the shore line where the water would lightly crash. Usually when I'm this sad I write, but I couldn't. I had no emotion. Well I had every emotion going through me but there was so much that I wasn't okay. I pulled my knees in close to my chest, closed my eyes, and sobbed. How could she do this to me? What did I do to deserve this? If I did something wrong she should have told me. I can't believe i let this happen. I sighed again and raised my chin with tears streaming down my eyes.

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I shook my head from the train of thought and cleared my throat. I had to forget her, I had to move on from this hell hole I got myself into.