Shawn Mendes Imagines

aftertaste

GUYS I GET TO SEE SHAWN AGAIN ON JULY 30th sooo excited I cried again!!!!!!! YAS okay anyways love you song birds let's do THIS! AND I think I WON MEET AN GREET TiCKETS YASYSYSYYA OKAY SLKDJSD FD BYE LOVE YOU GUYS 

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"Let me photograph you in this light-" I sang while gliding my fingers against the keyboard.

I sighed resting my forehead against the keyboard hearing my door creak open. I jumped up finding Shawn standing there with his hands in his pockets. He leaned against the door frame letting out sigh himself. 

"What the hell do you want?" I huffed closing my piano and heading over to my nightstand grabbing my phone.

"Y'N I'm sorry-" he said.

"Sorry for what? For cheating on me? Again? I've heard it all before Shawn Peter Raul-" he stopped me by pressing his lips on mine holding my waist. 

I fell into the kiss, just like that, just that easily. I hated myself for doing that too. He slid his hands a bit underneath my shirt and I quickly pushed him off without hesitation. 

"What do you think you're doing?" I asked rudely. 

"J-Just let me kiss you Y/N" he urged pressing my hips against the wall behind me.

"Shawn, please stop" I huffed.

He kissed my neck leaving soft wet kisses along my jawline. He left shivers down my spine. I held his forearms trying to push him off once again.

"Shawn I hate you" I sobbed.

"I love you, I love you so fucking much" he panted resting his forehead against mine. 

He pecked my lips and slowly slipped from my grip walking away from me. I fluttered my eyes open watching him as he disappeared from behind my door. I ran downstairs feeling my eyes fill with tears. I watched as he looked behind his shoulder and shut the door behind him. I hiccuped as the tears fell down my cheeks. I felt winded like he took every last breathe out of my soul and just left me standing there heartbroken.