Leah's POV
..Yoongi?
I turned around blinked my eyes for about 3 times and rubbed my eyes. I turned back around and he was still standing there. He was just standing looking at me with painful eyes.. Is he really there?
"Why did you leave without even saying goodbye?" He said in his deep voice.
Hearing that voice instantly filled my eyes with tears.
I stood up and threw my arms around his neck. He really is here..
"I'm so sorry Yoongi." I said as I hiccuped because I was crying so much.
"Don't ever leave me like that again." He said as he sniffed quietly, trying to not make it obvious that he was crying too.
"..." I didn't say anything, as much as I wanted to, I knew I wouldn't be able to promise him that.
"Say something." He said slightly raising his voice.
"..." I still kept quiet as I slowly let go of him. I couldn't look at him. I felt too guilty. I just looked down and slowly stepped back.
"Leah, you're coming back with me, aren't you?!" He raised his voice.
"I'm sorry.."
"Do you know what I've been going through without you?! Doesn't it matter to you at all?!" He shouted at me.
I can't keep this up any longer..
"Go back. I'm staying here." I said to him and walked off, leaving him behind, again.
"Yah! Kajjima! Leah!!" I heard him shout. I didn't turn back around or say anything and still just kept on walking. It killed me, yes. But I didn't have a choice. I'm literally in handcuffs my own Mom put on me and all I could do was do what she said.
"LEAH!! JEBAL KAJJIMA!! DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN!! YAH, I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?! COME BACK!.. Please just come back.. I'm hurting too much.." I heard him again.
I wish we hadn't met and I wouldn't have been causing you all of this Yoongi..
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I arrived home and ran straight upstairs without even looking at Mom. I got to my room and threw my self onto my bed and dug my face in between my pillow as I cried my eyes out. I can't believe I lost the chance of going back with Yoongi. But how could I?
I should've at least said goodbye to him. Why am I such a selfish little b*tch!
Just then, the door knocked and my Mom came in.
"Honey?" She said as she stood beside the door.
"What." I replied coldly trying to hide my tears.
"I'm sorry.. that I didn't tell you earlier." She said and came towards me and sat on my bed.
"Mom don't start again." I said and sighed.
"Leah please, I'm doing this for your own good. Just try to understand me. For mine and your own good. You don't have to get married straight away. Look they called us for dinner tonight-" She explained.
"Mom.. don't tell me that we're actually going." I said.
"Yes we are. And you're not going to ruin it. Just sit down and act nice. Please at least do it for me." She said and put her hand on top of mine.
"You never think about me at all do you. Everything you do that you think is good is actually the worst thing that could ever happen. Just like now. Do you know who I lost because of you? The only person that I ever loved. The person that was the most special to me. I lost that person. Because of you. So do the least and get out of my room." I said after moving my hand away.
