Sebaciel- The Whisper

The Walk

I feel like making it up to you guys for not fulfilling my promises. So I'm doing another update. Here you go.

And that's a hot picture, ain't it?
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Third person p.o.v.
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Ciel stormed out of his room, then downstairs. The other servants in the manor looked at him. The maid, Mey-rin, fixed her glasses. "Y-young master it isn't safe to go outside alone. You should bring Sebastian, yes you should."

Ciel kept walking toward the door. "No. I'm walking alone Mey-rin."

The other two servants looked at him. The younger one dashed forward. "But what if you get hurt?! You need someone strong to watch you and help you!!"

Ciel clenched his fists. "No!!"

The other servant puffed out a cloud of smoke from the cigarette in between his teeth. "Just let 'im go Finny. He's our young master, so we gotta do what he says, eh?"

The servant named Finny nodded. "Right!"

Ciel looked at the servant. "Thank you Bardroy."

He nodded and puffed out another cloud.

Ciel opened the door, then walked outside, closing it behind him. He walked down the steps, then toward the woods, not looking back.
Ciel's p.o.v
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I can't believe he would say such a thing. I didn't think he would be that indecent of a man....

Maybe....

Maybe we won't work out.

If he has the guts to say something so horrible....

Maybe we weren't meant to be....

Maybe my feeling of love for him was nothing....

Maybe his feeling of love for me was nothing....

Demons don't feel love.... They only feel lust. All they want is to give themselves pleasure....

Sebastian is a filthy beast. Just like all other demons.

That's all they are.

I scoffed silently and stopped walking. Then I realized something...

But.... He can't lie to me. It's something that I forbid when we made our contract. So.... Maybe he does love me...

I love him....

I love him....

I love him so much....

And I want him to love me back...

All I could do was sigh at that point, and walk to a tree. I put my back on the tree, then slid to the ground slowly.

I'm such an idiot. I was always so harsh....

I put my head in my hands.

Harsh to everyone I came across.... And they didn't do anything about it. They told me I would get better over time... That my depression would go away.... But I know it never will...

I have no family now.... All I have is people who do what I say. That isn't family. But.... How would I know what family is? I've been without one for years. And all I know has been drowned out by my anger and depression.

That's all I know.

I don't even know what it means to truly love someone....

Tears formed in my eyes.

I'm......

Useless....

And that's when I got grabbed. I couldn't see anything because something was put over my eyes.

I couldn't scream. I couldn't escape. I couldn't do anything.

Useless....

This person thought of everything while I'm here being....

Useless....

Useless....

Then I felt nothing.