Finding Jack||j.g

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Scarlett

3 months later

3 months later.

3 months later and Jack is still with that tramp.

3 months later and I lost the person I use to know.

These 3 months are like dying and not going to heaven, but going to hell.

Hell without your best friend.

What a fun life I'm living.

Tour is over, Madison has moved in, Johnson is going crazy with work, and I'm going crazy without my best friend.

Don't you ever get that feeling where your so mentally alone that you don't feel watched, but so alone not even the presents of a ghost from the other side is not by your side watching your every moves.

Those are the days when I hate my life the most.

Not even days, sometimes weeks.

Madison wants to go to New York, so Madison goes to New York with Jack for a whole month.

Madison wants to go to the mall...in London! So Madison goes to the mall in London, with Jack for 3 weeks!

Just a one minute call every not so often, only when she gets her tongue out of his mouth is when she allows him to breath air again.

Johnson is on the verge of tears because he can't find a way to write one single lyric of music down because he's worried about his friend that hasn't shown his face in this house over months.

Last night Jack slept on the couch because he thought maybe if he sleeps in the living room, Jack will come through the front door and he would be the first to be with him.

Jack is not Jack Gilinsky no more.

He's just Jack , the person who is now a fading memory that we keep trying to hold on tightly every single minute of our days.

Because Jack Gilinsky is this guy that has soft eyes that go deep into your soul.

Jack Gilinsky is this guy who is very loving and caring to the people around him.

Jack Gilinsky is this guy who pinched me over a cookie.

Now Jack Gilinsky is this ghost that seems to be leaving, but we're trying to keep all our doors shut trying to keep that ghost that haunted our lives with love.

Jack Gilinsky...

Where are you?  

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