Street Lights (when a thug loves)

Moving Day

Tay'sha

The clock was just now hitting six and it's been two hours since Terehl and his boy left. Me and Shonda had already unpacked everything and put it in its place.my new home was freaking awesome it was a one bedroom with a walk-in closet something I've always dreamed of, my bathroom was absolutely beautiful it had a bowl designed sink which I thought was weird but hell it was mine, a big ass kitchen with brownish marble counters, and a living room with a slide door. I wasn't quite done decorating I was too lazy to even though I had gotten my bed and living room set delivered a week prior to me moving in.

"So what you gone do now? All your ass got in this house is internet and this big ass flat screen on your wall" Shonda asked.

"Ima order some stuff online to put in the bathroom and bedroom and shit" I said pulling out my laptop.

I was making good cash at the job I'm at now, so money wasn't a thing to me. plus I have a dope boy as a brother so I'm all the way good.

"where jordynn ass at?" she asked

"She went to Wendys for us"

Jordynn and Roshonda were spending the week with me until my cable and ADT would come to be installed. I have too much nice shit in my house I don't play that robbing shit. Jordynn came back with the food and I popped in some DVDs for us to watch. I'm glad they brought extra clothes to stay cause I was kind of paranoid my first night sleeping there. We played my favorite movie first Friday After Next man I knew every line to that damn movie it was too funny.

'Elroy why are you in such competition with me? I can't help it!!!

I look better than you do.

You don't

I cook better than you.

You can't

My dick is bigggga thaaan yours!

It was cold that night'.

We laughed hard throughout the whole movie. after that Jordynn popped resident evil in, it was 8:30 and I got bored so I went onto YouTube to watch Blanche Ely High School cheerleading competition, Bitch we were bad, even though we won second place we tore that stage up to pieces ain't no team had toe-touches like us and when we cheered you can hear us from outside the stadium we were the shit thanks to coach Kim Duncan. I miss my team. We all fell sleep on my couch, and didn't even know it until I woke up to jordynn's hand on my ass and a text i slowly moved her hand and made my way towards my phone:

2:04am

Him: 'What's up bae I miss you'

Me: who's this?

Him: 'Damn it's like that? This Erik'

Me: Boy ain't anybody got time for your trifling ass, please exit my inbox.

I would've thought he fell asleep on me until he sent me a damn essay.

Him: 'Look I'm sorry for what happened, I didn't mean to, it just happened I know you don't believe me when I say she came on to me, it's my fault too cause I could've stopped her but I didn't it was just cause we were always arguing back and forth. Shit I'm sorry and you know I'll do anything to have you back Tay you know I'll put you before the world'.

Me: you'll put me before the world? I guess you weren't thinking about me when you was all up I'm the next Bitch pussy huh?

Him: 'Can we meet up somewhere so we can talk about this?'

Me: Hell No! I'm done Erik we're done that's it bye.

That was the last time he texted me since that night, I'm still wondering how he got my new number. Erik was my high school sweetheart, I dated him from the ninth grade all the way up until I graduated but he was a grade higher than me which meant he graduated a year before me. He was Erika's twin brother (yea the girl who helped Shonda carry me in the house when I got drunk my graduation night). Even after our break up Erika still called me Sis in law she dreamed for us to get married one day but after what he did to me I can't even think about walking down the aisle next to his cheating ass. Erik was the finest Puerto Rican I've ever known you, would think he was mixed but he was full blown Puerto Rican he just had an exotic look to him and he had swag like a regular black dude but his went harder. All the girls were jealous of our relationship I mean three years of course. I hated how things ended between us, my feelings for him never left fully but I can tell it was slowly drifting off I mean I gave this man my virginity he taught me everything from French kissing to throwing it back on the dick he was the only nigga dicking me down and yes ladies his Mandingo was jumbo. I was his ride or die up until my senior year of high school months before I was going to graduate. I found out about him and the captain of my cheerleading team hitting it off after the biggest homecoming game of the season, the night he was supposed to pick me up but instead left me stranded and I had to call Shonda to come and scoop me up. Do you know how embarrassing it is to have the whole school talk about something you haven't even heard about yet, Every time I would walk down the hall bitches would turn and whisper? It didn't hit me until one of the cheerleaders who had my class told me about what happened. Like really? Sleeping with somebody on my team, how low can you get fucking somebody I had to see every day after school? Don't think I didn't do nothing when I found out tuh I ain't no punk ass Bitch, one day after school the cheerleaders were in the locker rooms changing before practice I was the last to get ready cause I had to stay after class to talk to my Spanish teacher about my grade. Any who, after I was done with that I rushed into the locker room to change as the girls were walking out to the gym and that's when I seen her. Hmmm, I remember this like it was yesterday, she bent over to pick up her gym bag and "POP" that's when I socked her one right in the face she tried to swing back but missed and fell. I climbed on top of her and kept digging in her face as hard and as fast as I can.