The idea of letting go of my selfless love in itself is horrible
How can you let go of something that nourished your soul?
I don't want him to walk out of my heart
To leave his corner where I put a rocking chair
So its sound can reassure me he's still inside
I don't want to not remember him someday
Or simply remember something so ugly
The idea scares me
Disgusts me
Even though I'm strong on my own
I'm more powerful than his absence could ever be
But I need the sensation his ignorance gives me
Oddly enough, I need the pain he inflects on me
I need to be the one that fought against the unyielding wind
But never made it through
I need to be the one that boasts about her strength
Because she loved a man who could never love her back
I need to be who I am now
For later on
I shall remember that he was the cause behind my destruction
Behind my eruption...
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Limitless Lady
PoetryI'm tired, but I don't know how to be otherwise. I know no moderation. I'm a hurricane, and I know I'm raging. I'm a child, and I'm against ageing. I'm brutal and tender, and all the vast spaces in between. So erase the limits, my fr...
