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Chapter 26 *When Is Goodbye?*

Bea POV

My head was pounding and everything around me was spinning. All I could remember getting knocked out and having an old memory....
Flashback**
"Aunt Crystal!" I yelled through the house. "In hear Honey." I heard from the kitchen. I ran in "What's wrong?" She asked " It's Tyler I don't know what to do anymore! Ever since he turned into part werewolf its like his true feelings came out. Its like his anger towards me has just grown x10!" I said " What happened?" She asked " He was just drunk and he said some things and I guess I took it too much to heart." I say giving up and sitting down. "Oh Honey, Tyler's angry all the time because when your born with the werewolf gene you already have a lot if anger. Yo trigger it you have to kill someone and that takes a toll of someone. Has a werewolf your anger either increases or decreases. Its found that in most males after turning it increases bit in females or usually decreases a bit." She informs me "What it I trigger my gene." I say softly "Honey I know you, if you do it will be for a good reason. And I also know that you can't protect yourself from triggering it forever. For most werewolf bloodline its something that just happens and they don't decide weather they want to kill someone or not. Its a fatal accident. And with your friends and your family there no denying the future you'll be headed to. You just choose weather its the good or the bad. But I know you'll choose the best path for you.".....

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My vision was still blurred until everything stopped spinning. I was moving? Some one was carrying me..I hurried Thunder and Lightening, a Storm the I could only assume that a random storm was from Dehlia. My eyes widened more. "We'll set up camp for now. But keep your eyes open Delhia or Klaus could be close by at any minute" I heard Jackson say. I was put down. I kept my eyes closed but my Body was way to tired to even react any of this. I was knocked out by one of Hayley and Jackson's pack members while they took me with them. THEY TOOK ME WITH THEM! I love my sister and my niece but this is not how it was suppose to go.

I Finally had the energy to slowly get up. I dont know if it had been a couple minutes or a couple hours. I slowly got up and saw the surroundings around me. I was in a wooded area, there were lite torches around the place. I could here shuffling close by but I couldn't see anyone. I stood up and the pounding in my head increased. I wobbly and slowly walked towards the noise. I found the pack crowded around the open water. I pushed through to see Hayley and Jackson with Aidan's body. I backed up into a tree. Then I saw Josh peck through the croward. My heart broke seeing him so sad. Hayley hugged him not noticing me. He was here to say goodbye and he did. "Beatrice please." Josh said at a low whisper putting out his hand for me. Hayley and Jackson then noticed my presence. Hayley gave me a sad look and Jackson had a hard face on. I ignored them and taking Josh's hand. "You were just has close to him has I did." He said. I knew he was broken inside as was I bit he was acting strong around all these werewolf's. I bent down and pulled the cloth down from Aidan's face. I put my hand over my mouth and cried silently and bent my head down to his face and kissed his forehead. " Ти винаги ще бъдеш моето семейство" (You'll always be my family) I whispered in Bulgarian and got up and went back to Josh and hugged his side. I saw tears slip through his eyes has the burned his body and sent in to the water. I felt my tears slid down my face. After Aidan's 'funeral' everybody departures but Hayley,Jackson,Josh and I. I stared out towards the water and exhaled. That was my final goodbye. A goodbye I never wanted to make. The fire in the water was burning down and the pain in my chest started again. I clinched Josh's side. He looked at me with worry. Hayley started to walk to me. I stepped away from Josh to step away from Hayley. "Don't" I state "Bea, Please just hear me out I-" She said. "I've heard of a million times Hayley you think running away is the answer to all your problems and its not. And you choose to drag me with you." I say. I was beyond angry but I was still emotional about Aidan and in a lot of pain. I sighed and looked at Josh. I knew he was leaving. It was Aidan and his plan since Josh found out basically. "Your leaving aren't you?" I said "Yes" he said softly. I hugged him " I refuse to let this be a goodbye so you better answer my text and calls in the future." I say in his ear. He hugged my tighter and gave a soft by sad laugh "I will" He said " И аз те обичам моя приятел" (I love you my friend.) He smiled slightly at me. He's heard many times speak French and Bulgarian and knew exactly what that meant. "I love you too." He said and kissed my forehead. And gave a slightly sad smile to Hayley and Jackson's basically saying 'Thank you for allowing a vampire with a bunch of werewolf to say goodbye to one true love'. It was heartbreaking to me. They were my favorite couple and two of my favorite people in the whole world. Now one is dead and the other is leaving. But I'm glad Josh is getting away while he can because I don't know if he would come out sane if he stayed in New Orleans with all this supernatural craziness. Josh walked away and so. He was out of sight. There was done ad silence.

I faced towards Hayley. "Where's Hope" I plainly stated. Jacksons face changed a bit. "Oh calm yourself Jackson I want to see my niece or am I on the 'keep away from Hope' list now to." I said annoyed. "Shes with Jacksons Grandmother over there." Hayley said "Thanks" I stated and walked over to the older woman carrying Hope. Hope saw me and started to giggle. "Now there's my favorite girl" I said smiling has the woman handed her off to me. I started playing with her bouncing her up and down on my hip has she giggled. "So your the one who loves that Hybrid Klaus and hates my grandson." The older woman said. I sighed "Me and Niklaus Relationship is complicated and your grandson has disliked or hated me from day one way before I started hating him." I said in calm matter not trying to be rude to the woman I just met. "Your sister is only doing what's best for her family." She said " I know what she thinks she doing. Bit she dragged me here in the middle of nowhere after having my knocked out. After she completely up and left the family she left behind taking the only true blood family I have left." I said "Needless to say I have trust issues and she knows that I don't forgive easily, once you loss my trust its usually gone forever. She was going to leave me behind like I was nothing before and take away her daughter who I cared for and protected all Hopes life basically, so far. So my trust is broken and she can't prepare it this easily. All she's doing is making a bigger scar." I stated surprised at my self that I told this random person almost everything I was feeling towards Hayley at the moment. "I only came to see the bundle of joy here." I said still looking at Hope watching her laugh. " Well if seems like she loves you just has well. She hasn't cracked a smile like that since we left." She said "Yes well that's what losing family does to you I guess..... She can tell what's going on around her." I say.

I stayed with Hope by myself for maybe 2 hours until Hayley walked up to me. She didnt say anything she just look at us.

Hayley's POV

I really messed this up. I saw her reaction when Aidan dead. She was in so much pain and i see how much pain that I put her through. That I'm still putting her through. I just want to hug her and tell her is going to be okay. But that's not the truth. I walked up to her and see her playing with Hope like she has been doing for the past 2 hours has we wait for the storm to go by. Seeing Bea and Hope made me see this is my family. Bea and Hope and it always has been bit I have another family added to it and I can't leave them behind. I sighed "I get it you want to be a great mom and make sure your daughter has lots if loved ones and family that cares for Her and protects her... But you don't seem to realize is that your taking her from the people that can protect her more the. Your pack that can love her more. That do love her more besides you. Your teaching her that its okay to leave your loved ones behind and its okay to run away." Bea said. I just stood and listened, I know that in the time to came there won't be a even one close day where if I talk to her she won't rant at me for these reasons and I knew it would happen so I have to live with it. " Hayley I love you, you'll always be my sister. My blood. By I don't think you always see it that way anymore. I don't think you remember me most of the time." She says " Of course I do!" I exclaimed she sighed "I went against the brother I grew up with to protect you. I helped through being pregnant. I helped made sure you didn't get in too much trouble and end up dead. I took that bottle of poison away so you'd still have Hope. I protected Hope and raised Hope since she was born. I stayed with Rebekah for a bit to help take care of her. I came back to help you coop. Rebekah came back and I took care of Hope for 3 months. I come back and your getting married to a guy you barely know. I see you for more then Five minutes a few times a month and it always ended up fighting because of you and your pack. I held on and I tried to give you space to be a on and enjoy your time with your daughter. And then you try to leave without a goodbye, just like I meant nothing to you. You leave again and force me to be with the people that hate me the most since the moment I meet them for god knows what. I stayed in New Orleans for more then just Klaus or any of the Mikealson's I stayed for you. I cared for Hope and You because and I wanted too and because I love you both. And you stood in front me acting like everything was almost normal know you where going to take two people that mean the most away from me twice. Twice you did that. You lost my trust Hayley. How am support to watch you leave with Hope without being distorted. But how am I going to run around the world with the people you call 'family' when they hate me and I can't even trust my own sister anymore." She says. Tears slipped down her face has did mine. I loved her she was my sister but...But I need yo do what's best for my baby girl. Even if that means leaving the Mikealson's.. And my sister behind. I sipped my tears that still ran down my face and sniffed "So is this goodbye or are coming with ?" I asked. She looked at me with disbelief "Wow maybe Klaus has rubbed off on you a bit." She said. It hurt bit it was true. She just poured out her feelings and I'm so caught up in leaving that I sounded has if I could care less if she stayed or left. But I did. But I know if she leaves it could be the last time I see her weather if we're gone for good or if I dye from this stunt where trying to pull. "Since I don't know where we're at. I'll stay and taken the moments I have left with my niece and maybe my sister if she gets out of her head." Bea states " Bit once Niklaus or Elijah come and find us. Which one of them will because I'm sure Elijah knows exactly where we are, I'm leaving." She says. I felt horrible my relationship with my sister was down hill. Bea laughed while rocking Hope to sleep. But the laugh wasn't I sad or Happy laugh. It was the laugh she had when she was getting really mad. I knew it all too well by now. "You don't even know what your doing " she says "You've already told me what you think I'm doing wrong Bea you don't-" I said but she cut me off. "No you don't understand Hayley. If you die part of me dies. If Klaus or Hope dies I die. My heart will stop and I'll die. You and Hope leaving me will already cause me enough pain bit if I leave Klaus. If I leave the Mikealson's I'm 100℅ died. So it doesn't matter if I'd risk leaving New Orleans with with you because I would make it out for these woods alive." She states "So if you really care about me like you say you do has my sister..." She said clearly angry and hurt with the situation. With tears still going down her face. "You decide. How do you want to say Goodbye....