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Chapter 32 *Explanation*

                                                                                  My heart ached
                                                                            Pounding on my chest
                                                                          Burning down my throat
                                                                         My body aches to the core
                                              My head pounded so hard I could feel it through my ears.
Bea POV

I walked around trying to find someone I knew. I tried to feel something. Something that would help me find where they are. But I couldn't. Why am I so useless! I walk over to a big open area that had metal type of walls. I wasn't really paying attention to the surroundings. I can in view of Nik,Rebekah,Elijah and Freya. The three of them but Freya was chocking on ash. I felt the tingling feeling in my throat from but I ignored it trying not to make myself noticed since I was facing Dehlia's back.Rebekah caught my eye and her eyes widened. I put my finger up to my mouth so that she wouldn't give it away. She looked away putting her attention back to Dehlia. I kinda tuned out the talking and watched has Ester came out and went to Dehlia. Her sister the key to kill her. But where was the dagger? I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I saw the dagger laying on the ground and picked it up. Ester hugged Dehlia and I walked behind quietly. The Mikealson's eyes got wide. I ignored the protest and took a deep breath and throwing the dagger with much force making it go horrugh Dehlia and Ester.

I used all the power that was left in my body. I didn't know i even had enough strength to even throw the dagger has hard has I did. I fell down to the ground not having enough effort to keep standing. I watched as they hugged and turned into stone reminding me of the old mif. If stare into medusa's eyes you'll turn to stone. They started to grumble away into the air. We all watched in shock. We actually killed her. I killed her.....

Pain shoot through me. I felt my bones crack and break. I held in the pain until I let out a cry and heads snapped towards me. I gasped in pain. Rebekah shot to my side in an instant. I laid on my back holding my abdomen. Tears running down my face I could believe how painful this was. I had been staked,choked,beaten and this beat it all. I had never been in so much pain physically before. I didn't have enough strength for this. I screamed in pain, is it even a full moon?! I feel my eyes change has i shut my eyes shut and tilt my head back in pain. "Love open your eyes." I hear a voice say. Nik. I didn't even notice him by me. I open my eyes and they look at me confused and shocked but Nik. "Don't fight it." he says "I can't! It hurt too much!" I yell/ cry. "Make it stop." I cry over and over again. Nik smooths my hair back repeatedly to come me down. I shouldn't be in human form anymore though. But i'm feeling all of the pain. "Shouldn't I have formed already why wont it just finish!" I yell. By the look on Nik's face he questioned the same thing. My vision began to fade and heart began to pound faster then it already was. I started to slip in and out of sleep.

Klaus's POV

"Kiss her!" Rebekah yelled I looked at her "It's not the time for that Rebekah" I say "If being linked to you effects her so much. If loving other people can kill her then loving her in some form has to do something to help her right now. Nik just do it!" She yells "Please....she's too weak to survive this. We need to try" She says. I send her a look of pity but understatement. i lean down and kiss Bea's trembling lips. I opened my eyes and she was still but her eyes still laid closed, Her body laid cold and heart heart rate had decreased. "Did it help?" Rebekah asked "I'm not sure. Her heart beat went down but not too low." I say "We need to get her back." I say. I pick her up and walk with the others back to the quarter. I always looked down at her to see if there was any change. But there wasn't any difference. She risked her life, turning her werewolf gene all for my little girl that I knew she loved a lot but it really settled in now.
When we got to the quater I laid her down in her bed in her bedroom. We all stood there and stared "All we can do is wait." Freya says I sign there was a long silence e for a while. "Beatrice was right,she should have turned Already...." Rebekah says and walks out the room with everyone but me. I looked down at her. Her pale skin had a sickly shine to it. Her once blench white/blond hair had faded into this more blondish then white with dark brown roots. Her lips were dry and makeup smugged, not probably even caring about it for the past two days with the madness going on. I brushed my fingers on her face. Although she had grown cold her face felt of warmth. All I wanted to do was hold herand show her that everything can be right again. That all the mistakes i made before and after we left mystic falls will never happen again. And tell her how much I feel for her. And how I would take back all the pain I caused her. I looking at her so emotionless and lifeless makes me feel empty. She never helped her friends when they tried to kill me. She befriended me when everyone hated me. She loved me when no one else did. And I ruined it by killing her last mother and sleeping with her sister whom I just forced back into wolf form until full moons. And even though what me and Hayley did was horrible to her, when she found out that Hayley was pregnant she stuck by her side. She helped me realize how much my little Hope meant to me. She helped me and my family fight for our lives and Hope's. Eve when Hope was away and safe for a bit of time she stayed and watched over us. And now I've turned her sister wolf for most of the month and have had this complicated relationship with Cami and she still fights for me and she triggered her curse to save my daughter and her family.......why did I let such a good thing go? .....
She doesn't deserve so much evil I'm her life.I don't deserve her love.

Bea POV

My body may have seemed weak but I felt such the opposite. I don't now what I was feeling but it wasn't death. I felt a huge push on me and my eyes shot up waking up in my bedroom. Sat on my bed ignoring my bounding headache that ran through my head. I felt compelled open the box that my aunt had once given me that I could never open. I felt like it was time that I knew everything. Everything that can help me survive or any end this crazy but sometimes great life of mine. I stood on my knees next to my bed pulling out that box from under my bed. I was confused on how now would change anything when it came to this box.I felt different different I knew that. I felt like I had power to do anything but not to much power that I could go crazy with. Should I be feeling this way? Is it only because of my werewolf gene that was just triggered? I sighed and took a deep deep breath focusing on nothing. Just trying to clear my mind. "sanguis , amor , familia" I whispered. Blood,Love,Family? Where did that come from. The lock shot unlocked. My eyes widened. The box was full of books,pictures and other little objects. There was a letter on top that has my name on it. I opened it and took a breath before reading.

Dear Beatrice,
I know you must have so many questions about who you are and who you shall become. I never wanted to keep this all from you, but it was to protect you. It was to dangerous to keep you in New Orleans and to dangerous to run away with you. I was born and New Orleans, I grew up learning the ways of spells and being a good witch. My coven was very anti-social when it came to anyone that wasn't witch nor plain human. I on the other hand always loved to explore everything about New Orleans including the people. I befriended almost everyone. My coven wasn't very pleased about how open of a person I was. It was the complete different personality then most witches. One day I crossed paths with the leader of the famous werewolf royal family. We became friends we learned everything about one another. Although he did have a temper he was a sweet soul and cared for his people. Even though I was a witch I was taken in with open arms to his pack. I grew feeling for this man that I never knew I could happen. Then news spreaded around that he was to marry to a woman that had become my best friend in the pack. They didn't truly love each other at the beginning of their marriage. He;s heart lied with me which came has a surprise. I never understood why the werewolf loved a witch like me so much. We were the typical stereotype of two lovers that could not be truly together. That woman who he married, my best friend is Hayley's mother. She new we loved each other but I ended things soon after the marriage realizing even though my friend was okay with it it wasn't right. I ended things completely and my heart was crushed when I found out that my best friend and ex love was looking forward to their first child. I soon found out that I had been with child myself. I told them and they supported me has I supported them. It was dangerous for for me to half a child being a witch and baring a werewolf,witch hybrid. 2 month's after your sister was born I had given birth to you and the war had broken out. The supernatural was in war with each other. witch's vs vampires. witches vs werewolfs, vampire's vs werewolfs and even werewolfs vs werewolfs. Your father, Hayley's mother and myself feared for Hayley and your life. We also feared that the power you held was to dangerous for such a small baby. You could already use your powers within a few weeks of life which is very rare and dangerous. When you were just a month old I hid your power from you and locked it away. You could only unlock your magic when you triggered your werewolf gene. Marcel helped me take you and Hayley away from the madness before you two got killed your selfs. The witches and vampires had already found out that I had bared a werewolf witch hybrid and your safty became even slimmer then before. I was to out of it to take both of you and it was to dangerous for me to even raise even one of you. Marcel took Hayley and promise that she'd be safe. As far has I could tell she is okay, a lot of hardship but she's alive and that's all I hoped for when I had to leave her. I gave you to the Lockwood family. I stayed away and let you grow up for 2 years before I had to return and make sure you were okay. I befriended the Lockwoods and when you came of age when Tyler made it more difficult for things to be hidden they had me raise you. They never knew I was your mother only the person that gave them a daughter they never had. I got to watch you grow up and become the woman you are today. And now you probably have so much power that you hold within in. I'm sorry honey I never got to tell you. That I never got to knowingly be your mother. But be wise Honey Bea this power can make you stronger or weaker and I know you can handle it but don;t let it change you completely.

Love Crystal....Your mother


Aunt Crystal is my mother..The woman that raised me and took me in and loved me when other's didn't. She supported me and was teh biggest mother figure to me. And after everything I find out she is my mom. And she's dead. My real mother is dead. My father is also dead witch was no new news to me. And Hayley is my half sister. It all clicked together why we were so close at age but taken away from New Orleans at only a few months old. This changed everything so much and there's going to be so much more to come. I couldn't stop the tears that went down my face. I had watched my own mother die right before my eyes almost 3 years ago and I never knew who she really was to me...