Mixed Emotions

Chpt 2

The morning after with a rough Asami is always the worst feeling.

I'm drained of all my energy.

I feel sore all over.

I get a headache..

Ugh.

Either way, i need to get up.

I need a hot shower..

I couldn't help but over hear Asami's conversation with Remy while he was on the phone when I was walking past his study.

Remy is Asami's right hand man.

Seems like he has some important recruitment tasks to assign.

That's right.

It's early summer.

Asami's gang recruits new members near the ending of graduation season for high school and college students.

Something about propaganda and 'easy bait'

Apparently it's a fast way to get members and money.

Desperate teens and other men getting in where they 'think' they fit in..

It's just..who the hell would want to become a Hebi anyway?

All they do is cause unnecessary trouble.

They look down on people like their trash..

The drugs,

killing,

crime...it's too much.

Sometimes I think,

and want to ask these people..

"Is it really worth it?"

"To lay down your life or go to jail for a man who doesn't even know your name?"

"To waste away a healthy life where you can essentially do whatever you want?"

To be whomever you want to be??

God...I wish I had that luxury..

To know that a lot of these young teens who join are either down on their luck and need to support their family or just plain rebellious and want live a chaotic lifestyle.

It's no way to live.

It's tragic.

Enough of that. I'm starving.

I'm off to the kitchen.

It smells of french toast, sweet eggs, savory salmon, and vanilla coffee.

It's amazing.

I wonder what else we'll have for breakfast.