Vow ↬ l.h. book 3

Chapter 17

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One of you guys asked me if I have ever been bullied before and yes I have, I have been physically bullied, verbally bullied, and cyber bullied. It really wasn't an awesome experience for me and for my family too.

And if you're a bully, just stop. Just stop right now, you're not cool because you do that. It's not freaking cool putting people down with your words.

On Friday during school I went to go use the bathroom and when I was in there, there was this new girl crying her eyes out in one of the stalls. She was saying things like 'I'm fat' 'You're worthless' 'They are right' and more things. That broke my heart right there and I actually cried. Make fun of me all you want for crying but bullying is just a very touchy subject for me. When I hear that someone is being bullied I always think of my past and how that might be happening to them. It's horrifying to me actually. I don't really want to make this too long but if you see someone bullying another person you should stand up and help them out. I really want to do this huge meet up or something with the 5sos fam against bullying, I think that would be awesome :-)

Who thinks I should do that?

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« Luke's Pov »

What the hell just happened. Did I just fucking lose Diamond again? Why do bad things always happen to us? I yelled out in anger and punched the wall.

I hear the others running upstairs to see what had happened. My wife and kids are gone, that's what happened and her dad is getting a restraining orders on all of us. That really makes me angry. He shouldn't put a restraining order on the others if they didn't do anything bad. This is all my fault.

"Luke don't think this is your fault," I hear Patricia say, feeling her hand on my shoulders.

I started to break down again. My back was pressed against the wall as I slid down to the floor, beginning to cry again.

"Luke, stop crying please." Calum says, "If you keep crying I'm going to end up crying too. I don't like seeing you like this."

I try my best not to cry, but I just can't. Diamond means a lot to me, if it wasn't obvious, and I need her in my life so I can be complete.

"Luke it's going to be okay, we're going to get her back somehow. We always figure something out." Adriana said.

I just hope you're right.

"Adriana is right man, we always find away to get you guys back together and that's what we are going to do," I hear Michael say and some shuffling around the room.

"I know just the person in mind,"

« Diamond's Pov »

couple weeks later

I'm so lost without Luke. I know I've gone more than five months without Luke, but I was heartbroken in those months too. Why is the universe trying to keep us apart? Is this a sign that Luke and I shouldn't be together or one of us would end up hurt? But in the end it's always both of us who end up getting hurt.

My dad did get the fucking restraining orders on Luke and the others. Like seriously? Why did he have to do that to others, they did nothing wrong.

"Oh yeah Mr. Rose, I don't talk to him really and I don't really talk to the others too. I am just busy, busy, busy with shool and my daughter." I hear a familiar voice downstairs. I haven't heard that voice in a while.