Visions

I don't like this (15)

I gasp for air as I sit up straight, looking around I see that I am back in my room. That's a good sign right?

I rub my temples as I look at my reflection in the mirror in front of me. I couldn't have killed my mother, it must have been my mind playing tricks on me. Right? If I go downstairs now I will find her cooking, and not bleeding to death. Well there is only one way to find out.

I get out of bed and run downstairs. I stop at the end of the stair case and take a deep breath. Its was just another vision, calm down. I look around the corner and find my mother in one piece cooking. I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding and slide down the wall behind me.

Wait a second now that I think about it, everything that happened to Kate will happen to me and every Vision I get will become a reality at some point. So no matter what I do I am still gonna end up Killing my mother. I grunt in frustration putting my head in my hands.

I get up and walk to my mother. She turns her head towards me, smiling. "Hey Nicole, do you mind replacing the light bulb in the dining room?" and of course she wants something. Shocker. "Sure" I say as I open the cabinet filled with extra lights. I grab one and head to the dining room.

I grab a chair and drag it right underneath the light. I get on it and take off the old one and replace it with the new one. As I adjust it, a strong wind blows making the chair underneath me shake causing me to lose my balance and fall. I expect for a hard impact with the ground but that doesn't happen instead I'm floating in mid-air. I don't like this, not one bit. I try to push myself to the ground but nothing I'm still floating. ugh. I push myself up and climb off the chair. Putting it back where it was I sit down. "NICOLE!" mother calls from the Tv room. I get up and walk to her. "Whats up?" I ask taking a seat next to her on the couch. "Look at this" she gestures to the tv.

"Young boy found dead in an abandoned house. The name of the boy is Hunter Black..."

I grab the remote from my mother and change the channel. That wasn't a Vision, that actually happened. "did you know this boy?"

"yeah" I say getting up and walking away. I can't get ask any question because if I do then who knows what can happen. I could end up crying or worse...

I walk into my room and close the door behind me. I hastily open my cupboard and search for Hunters shirt. I grab it and hug it to my chest. I will never be able to feel the feeling of love, I will never know what happens when you go on date, how it feels when you cuddle someone, I will never have a boyfriend and worst of all I will never experience my first kiss. All because of this demon. I fall to my knees, my hands holding on to his shirt for dear life. I put my head in the shirt crying my eyes out. The pain that I have hidden is coming all at once and it hurts so much. My heart has shattered into a million pieces, It hurts to breath. It's too much to bear. I don't want to live this life, I'm just gonna end up hurting people. It would be best if I'm gone.

I grab the scissors on the desk. I stare at my reflection in the blades, I see a girl who's scared and lost. She doesn't want to hurt anyone but something inside her is making her. That girl is me. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. With a fast motion I push the blade in my stomach. I fall to my side, struggling to breathe. I pull the scissors out, within seconds I breath normally. What the hell?

I pull up my shirt and see the hole that was there has disappeared. I take the blade and cut a long deep cut along my arm. I scream in agony. I drop it to the ground. My arm dripping with blood.

I see my skin pull together and becoming one again. This is bad.