Dear Mere

Chapter 13

sunday

It was now sunday and I was finished dressing up thinking about what I should do for the rest of the day.I put on my floral print crop sweater,black leggings,and tan converses.I ran downstairs to find Ryan already eating breakfast which was eggs,pancakes,bacon,and coffee.Right next to him was a plate for me which had orange juice instead of coffee.

"Morning Ryan" I said sitting next to him and starting to eat.

"Morning Mere."He said glumly then let out a sigh."Hmm,what's wrong with you"? I asked wondering why I was now noticing he looked like a mess.

"Mere we need to talk,it's about dad"

"okay" He was now worrying me with the way he was talking,so I stopped eating and turned to look at him.

"When he was in Prague he was at a business meeting and there was a shooting.He's gone Mere."As soon as the words left his lips my world came crashing down.It might have seemed that we would hate our father for mistreating us,but we knew he only did it because he was in pain and he did love us for 16 years until this one.It didnt mean we still didnt love him we were actually hoping that when we went to college he would get better.But now we were orphans and not only did we lose our mom but we lost our dad,we were now alone.

"The lawyer is coming over tomorrow to sort everything out and since we're turning 18 next week we both inherit the money mom and dad left for us."By this time I wasn't even listening to Ryan,instead I was now walking back upstairs.When I reached my room I heard Ryan let out a sigh and start calling someone.I sat down on my bed and just stared at nothing thinking about what would happen now that we were all alone.

1 hour later

It had now been an hour and I was still now in the same spot I was before only time I was listening to music (sad ones)

"Mere,it's me Ryan we need to talk about this"He had now opened the door and cautiously walked over and sat down like I was some broken piece of china.

"I know you don't want to talk right now but I think I know someone you might want to talk to."I was very confused at his words.But as soon as he finished talking Jessie walked in.I could see it annoyed Ryan very much to leave us alone in my room but he was still doing it.With a huff Ryan finally closed my door and left us alone.

"Hey,you okay" Jessie tried to speak to me and when I did not answer that was enough of an answer for him.He then walked over to me and sat next to me.

"Ryan didn't tell me everything but I know about your dad,if you ever want to talk about it i'm here",At that moment I just broke down and was finally letting the fact that I was all alone now sink in.As soon as I let out my first sob Jessie pulled me close to him and hugged me close.

"sh sh,it's okay i'm here just let it out."He whispered to me while rubbing his hands up and down my back.After crying we stayed like that for a while.Then he suddenly spoke,"How about a movie and pizza date right now.?"

"Now?"

"Yup,and you can pick whatever movie you want to watch." I nodded in response to do it. I decided for us to watch The Notebook.I could tell Jessie really didn't really want to watch it but he let me watch it anyways which I think was sweet.

We were now cuddled up on my bed with me in a sweater and sweat pants and my hair in a bun,and Jessie holding me tight in his arms while we ate pizza and it was now 7:00p.m.

"Jessie"I whispered

"Hmm"? He hummed into my shoulders tickling me.

"Thank you for all of this,I really appreciate you doing this for me and not leaving."

"You don't need to thank me ,why would I leave you,and I can't take all the fame don't forget your brother is the one who called me just remember that is you ever need anyone to talk to i'm here for you okay"? At his words I nodded and I noticed I was crying.

He pulled me close and wiped away my tears.He then leaned close and gently kissed my lips,when he pulled away I wanted more so wrapped my hands around his neck and kissed him back.He reacted immediately by kissing me roughly next thing I know I was on his lap.

The kiss was getting more heated,he then pulled away to move and attack my neck trailing little kisses down my neck.When I let out a moan that Ryan suddenly barged in.

BANG

"Alright Jessie it's time to go".He suddenly barged in when I was on his lap and pulled Jessie from under me..

"It's okay Mere i'll see you later" With a quick kiss to the forehead he left.

"RYAN!!!!????"I yelled out.

"What,what did I do,glad I interrupted though it was getting very steamy."He smirked back,making me blush.

"Shut up,you ruined it Ryan were you spying on us because your room is on the third floor."I said questioning how he could have known what we were doing and how he got here so fast."So what if I was spying,aren't you happy I was,what would have happen i didn't Mere,i'm just trying to protect you."He tone suddenly got serious.

"Ryan i'm 17 i don't need protecting ,I can take care of myself."I said because I could take care of myself and we were both the same age.

"Mere no matter what I will always be there to protect you,no matter what and no matter who has to die"I was now getting confused by his tone.

"Ryan what are you talking about what did you do."

"Nothing,anyways we need to talk" his tone went back to treating me like I was a piece of china.

"Ryan,you obviously know that I dont wanna talk about it just leave me alone okay.Just tell me when the lawyer gets here tomorrow, goodnight."

"B-...." Before he could say anything I closed my double doors in his face and with a sigh I got under my covers and went to sleep thinking how much better my day was until the bad news.But now that Jessie had comforted me I felt a bit better but not enough to take away the pain of being alone.

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