*WARINING THINGS MAY GET GRAPHIC BUT NOT TOO MUCH AND THINGS MAY HAPPEN*
Me and Hope were getting ready,so this would probably take a while.
I showered first because knowing me I would take the longest to do everything else.I had Panic! at the Disco playing while I was in the shower,singing along to every word.I loved P!atd for years,they were the high of my scene kid phase,everyone has one at somepoint and if you say you didn't then you are lying to yourself.
I could hear them all laughing at me at the fact I was singing that off all things.I just ignored it cause I enjoyed it.
I was in the shower for a good 20 minutes before they were banging on the door saying the need to shower and Cameron needed a piss.He could have waited but no,I was forced out the bathroom by Ben.He came into the bathroom opened the shower door holding a towel to wrap around me and carried me through to the backroom.
He lay on top of me kissing down my neck to my chest,he started to move the towel down.Thats when I stopped him,I push him up off me and onto the floor.
''What was that for''He shouts with a pouty face.
''I need to get ready,I'm sorry babe,maybe later yeah''I say with a wink.
''I will keep that in mind''Ben says standing up,grabbing my hips and kissing me.
Truth is I'm scared,I'm scared he will take one look at me and leave.And he doesn't know im still well innocent.No one ever thinks so but I am.The only boyfriend I ever had was Blake and well that didn't go so well,but fuck him.I do want it to be Ben who takes me but I'm not sure when.All I know is I want to have a fucking amazing time tonight and i'm pretty sure we will.
I go get my clothes that were on Ben's bunk and get my underwear that were below Cam's bunk.I realise that quite a few things were missing from my box but I forget about it for tonight.I dance up to the back room where Hope is already out the shower.We blare ''Good Girls Bad Guys'' and start dancing about getting ready.It ends up just a dance party in our underwear to this song.It brought back really good memories for me and Hope of last Summer dancing at the lake house in our underwear again after swimming.
We slowly but surely were getting make-up and hair done at the same time.We put ''Sexting'' by Blood On The Dancefloor on after as a pisstake but to get us pumped for the night ahead.We started to drink while getting ready but we were going slow to keep a good pace unlike last time.The boys were just watching us dancing about like twats to ''Prom Night'' by Jeffree Star.
This was the first time in so long that me and Hope just forgot everything and just had a good time like we used too.I miss the times like this.We started to play Ke$ha throught the sound system,it was pretty fun.
When me and Hope were finally ready,Hope,Danny,James and I left in a limo to go to the Pierce The Veil band house.Ben,Sam and Cam had already left.It was 30 minutes across town but felt like longer.When we pulled up outside the house,It was fucking huge.way bigger than my house.This party is going to be fucking mental.
We were greeted at the door by Vic and Mike,I hug Vic and go to hug Mike,who then picks me up over his shoulder and carries me through to the main room.I scream for him to put me down but he wouldn't listen.We seen Jack from All Time Low and Mike drops me onto him.
''Hi Jack''I laugh
''Well Hello Taylor''Jack laughs too
''I shall move off on you in a sec in someone can help me''I laugh.
''It's fine''He smiles
Jack stands up taking me with him,he drops me onto my feet.
''Is that better''He asks
''Thank you Jack''I smile
''Want a drink?''He asks
''A drink would be great''I laugh
''What you drinking?''Jack asks
''Anything''I laugh
''Thats good''He laughs
Jack hands me a drink and we walk off trying to find Hope and the boys.We bum into Alex who is also looking for Hope,I think he is going to get a surprise when he sees her,she looks great,like she always did.We walk past the music decks so many times but still no luck in finding her.
I go into the the bathroom cause it's the quietest place to make a phonecall.
HOPE; HEY TAY,WHERE ARE YOU
* ; i'M IN THE BATHROOM JUST NOW BUT MEET ME AT THE DECKS I'M WITH ALEX AND JACK.
HOPE; OKAY, I'M WITH DANNY AND JAMES LOOKING FOR BEN BUT WE CAN'T FIND HIM BUT OH WELL.
* ; OKAY,SEE YOU IN A BIT,BYE.
We went back to the decks and we saw Hope,Danny and James walking over.
''Oh holy shit''Alex says
''What''Jack and I turn round and ask.
''Look at Hope,she looks fucking hot''Alex says biting his lip
''Hell yeah she does,now go get her''I say.
Alex walks over and gets Hope,he leads her out to dance and they start dancing and I'm left with Danny,James and Jack.Still no Ben.
Vic calls over the mic that he want me and Danny for a sec,so Danny takes my arm and leads me to the decks to Vic.
''Taylor a little birdy tells me you're doing warped tour so I want you to sing for us all tonight,everyone is at one point but I want you and Danny to go now.''Vic Smiles
''Me and Danny,as in together,singing''I ask in shock
''Yes now,pick a song and we will go for it''Danny says handing me a mic.
''I wanna do 'Not American Average' Think this will be fun''I smile
''Good choice now lets go''Danny smiles.
We were higher up than everyone else anyway but to help us get noticed we got up onto the kitchen counters and used that as a stage.
''Listen up,I have this oppertunity to sing with our good friend Taylor,lets fucking smash it''Danny says as the boys step in to play along still no Ben so Vic steps in for him.
As we sing,we both get really into it,especially me.I start to dance a little as Danny screams.Most on but kinda around him.But being honest he didn't say no.
Then it came all down to me,Ben's part... 10 INCH.
''We Smashed that!''Danny shouts hugging me
''You really think? listen to them they loved you''I say
''No Taylor they loved us''Danny Smiled
All I could do was smile.
''Do you cunts want to hear another song from Taylor?''Danny Shouts as he gets a huge cheer from the crowd
''Sing again for them and I want you to fucking rock it''Danny says jumping down off the counter.
''Right I'm going to Sing 'My Understanding' By Of Mice and Men,if you know it sing it back to me''
I don't mind it, I don't mind if you're overrated
Or if you're staring at the edge of the world.
Keep in mind that I'm a sore eye with blurry vision.
But I can see it has to be your love that I've been dreaming of.
And if we climb this high, I swear we'll never die.
I'll never die.
When I finished I could see Ben standing in the back,while everyone cheered for me.Two guys helped me down off the counter and I run over to Ben
''You did great babe''He says kissing me but turning away at the same time
''Where have you been,we were looking for you for so long''I say
''I was umm''Ben stutters
''Ben why do you smell of perfume and I know it's not mine and ermm your belt is undone''I say my eyes filling with tears.
''Cam introduced me to this girl and umm''Ben says going all quite.
''Is that how much I mean to you Ben,That you Just meet this other girl and I just don't exist or are you ashamed to call me your girlfriend cause of everything,I'd rather you told me that just avoid it all or fuck me about''
''Taylor it's not like that''Ben says
''Well then Ben,what is it?''I say
''I..uhhh''Ben stutters again
''That's it Ben I'm gone for tonight but I might give you a second chance when your sober but for now don't come near me''
I walk away toward the kitchen,to get a drink,or like eight,I don't even care now I just want to get as drunk as I possibly can.I go to walk away with a cup and walk into a tall guy with dark hair.
''I'm sorry''I say
''It's okay,no drink was spilt so we're all good''He smiled
''Good,I'm Taylor''I smile
''Austin,Hey wait you're the girl who just sang our song''Austin smiles
''Yeah I am and You're the Austin Carlile,thats fucking awesome''I laugh
''Yeah,well you fucking smashed our song so that's pretty fucking awesome too''He smiles that adorable smile.
''Hey Alan,Get over here''Austin gestures to Alan across the room
''You called''he says when he comes over.
''Yeah,This is Taylor,The girl that sang our song''Austin says
''Hey Taylor''Alan says looking me up and down
''Hell-o Alan''I laugh biting my lip.
''Would be really good to get to know you Taylor but it's really loud in here''Austin and Alan Agree.
''Give me a sec'' I say walking a way,I could tell they were watching me as I did.
I walk over to Vic To ask him if there was anywhere quite to go.He gave me a key for a locked room at the end of the hall upstairs.Be told me to go in lock the door with the key and keep the key in the door so no one else can come in.
I gestured Austin and Alan towards the stairs and went up them together.We walked to the end of the hall,i pulled the key out my bra and unlocked the door letting them in and locking it behind me.I brought a bottle of whiskey and a bottle of vodka up with me.
''So,it's just us in here''Austin smiles
''Yeah just us''I say biting my lip,I think they cause on the whay i was implying.
''Well...''Alan says with a sly look on his face
I quickly kiss Austin then Alan,pretty soon my dress was being unzipped from the back and things wer getting pretty heated withing 15 minutes.Things got pretty full on and before I knew it I was being fucked by both Austin carlile and Alan Ashby,taking turns at who was where.
Let's Just Say I'm No Longer Innocent.
Taylors Outfit; http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=83405738
Hope's Outfit; http://www.polyvore.com/fuk_over/set?id=83407152
