My Poems(probably not good)

Why?

I wish I was skinny!

I wish I was pretty!

I wish I was beautiful!

I wish I was loved!

I wish I was good enough,

I wish I was happy!

Everytime I fall in love,

That person just uses me!

To cover a secret,

Or to mock me,

They didn't, don't, and won't love me,

Why can't I be normal?

Or beautiful like my friends?

I wish I could be better, that is all,

But I will never be worth,

Not worth loving,

I don't deserve to be loved,

We are all just dying,

And me without a hand to hold,

I'm alone now,

And always will be,

That's it for now,

I'll just leave,

Like they left me...