My Poems(probably not good)

Stay strong

I have no pills, as I've hidden to well against my family, they don't expect the scars within, the tears I've cried, the thoughts of death, the near attempt, the panic attacks, the attempts of purging and starving...anyone feeling the same as me? I know there are, and I just want to say, stay strong

I hate my life, my body, my every little imperfection.

I'm fat and ugly!

The voices tell me to end it all,

And that death is more inviting than this here 'life'

You feeling the same?

I just wanna say,

Stay strong!

I fight a war against my mirror,

My reflection shows a fat, ugly, unloved girl with many scars!

Do you see the same?

Please, just stay strong!

I'm fighting this battle,

And I think I might be starting to win,

I've stopped the mutilation,

I've stopped ripping at my skin,

But I still see the fat, and hear the voices,

I've won one battle,

But I've started another.

I won't eat a bite of anything!

If i do, I'll attempt to purg!

I know it's not healthy,

But fuck my health!

I just wanna be skinny and beautiful!

Do you wanna be skinny and beautiful to?

Stay strong! Eat your food,

You are most likely perfect,

Throw out your mirrors if all they show is fat!

You probably already are skinny and beautiful,

Put away the scale, and stop wishing

You could cut all the fat out of your body

With the scissors your holding!

Stay Strong!!!

We are all fighting our own battles,

Winning and losing,

Moving to the next war!

But don't be mistaken,

These are not good battles,

Win them, don't lose them,

If you win, you get better, and you can survive and live

A good life,

If you lose, you die,

Your body rots 6 feet under!

You never will see the light of day,

You will never hear the birds again!

Stay strong!

You will win this battle in your head!!!