My Poems(probably not good)

I Dream

What's this world come to?

What is wrong in our generation?

Our minds?

Or society?

Society is partly the cause of the destruction of our minds....

According to scientists: By 2020 Depression is going to be the 1# cause of death across the globe with 3 in 4 teenagers experiencing depression once in their teenage years and 1 in 5 with Diagnosed depression that will stay with them. The most common depression being Major Depression, which has symptoms of SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS/PLANS/DREAMS. Most common symptoms seen is self harm, self hate, numbness to emotion, emotionless, low moods, + more.

******************************************************

My past keeps me awake at night,

More so thinking of my future,

Everyday it's a fight,

I'm not something to love.

Then, when I do sleep,

I dream,

Dream of jumping off buildings,

Like birds without wings,

I dream,

Dream of a rope around my neck,

Like a harness for a ride, 

A ride to death,

I dream,

Of taking a bottle of pills,

Falling deep into sleep,

Never again to weep.

I dream,

Dream of slitting my wrists,

Bleeding out,

In and out of consciousness,

No longer full of doubt .

I wonder when these dreams,

Dreams,

 Will turn into reality?

When I let myself go,

To fly away,

But not yet,

But someday,

But for now,

I'll lay in bed,

And dream.