Behind Closed Doors (N.H./L.T.)

Flashback

Ha Grace and I are the best..... Jk we suck 😋
This chapter will be a bit weird it's going to take place in the past when they were in 3rd grade and had a sleepover it is a more detailed version of what happened a few chapters ago it will also be told from a 3rd person point of view if you have any questions please ask us we don't bite (Grace might lick though)

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The Fray - You Found Me

"Well it all began that morning..."

*flash back*
In the morning it started for Lynn getting up for school wishing she wasn't alive very dark thoughts for anyone even more so her age heading down the stairs she sees her dead past out on he couch countless beer bottles around him running down the street to her best friend Megan's house she hears screaming and hopes her friend is ok. With in second she come running out and hugs Lynn tears streaming down her black eye. "I know I know it will all be ok" Lynn whispers to her friend. "So much blood" was the only this Megan could whisper back to her "come on we have to go to school now" with that the girls took each other's hand and started walking to school.

Walking in to the school the girls meet up with there best friends.
Louis,Niall,Harry,Liam and Zayn "Hey girlies" Liam says excitedly Lynn rolls her eyes "Liam sometimes your gayness is to much to handle in the morning" Megan comments and they all laugh except Lynn. Niall notices and grabs her hand, he's had a crush on her for a while now but he's scared she doesn't like him the same way. "Li Li are we still having a sleep over at your house tonight?" Harry asked "Course mate" Liam responded. "Good, I need to get out of the house for a bit" Megan said " and why is that, love?" Louis said coming around the corner to met up with the gang.
"Reasons." She sarcastically said
"Well,what are those reasons?" Louis questioned And before Megz could answer she ran to the play ground
"Last ones a rotten egg!"
They all ran to the gigantic play ground. And played until school started. No questioned Megz newly blackened eye, because she always has some kind of bruise or cut every morning.

*After school*

"Hey, my beautiful princess, you guys ready for a crazy night?" Liam squealed a they met up outside on the bench that was placed there years ago.
" yeah, what time do you want Megz and I to show up?"Lynn asked
"Wait, you two are coming!?! Liam why didn't you tell me?" Niall yelled.
" because your parents wouldn't have let you come! And the only reason their parents are letting them go is because they know that I'm hella gay!" Liam explained
"Okay, see you guys later!" Megz and Lynn yelled in a union. Running into Lynns house to get ready for the big 'party' at Liam's.

A few hours past and the gang were watching a horror movie in Liam's dark basement. Louis and Harry were holding each other and screaming ever time someone entered. Liam was protecting Megz. He is really like a older brother to her. One time he even punched a guy because he asked her out on the play ground. And Lynn was sitting in a chair as Niall say in fount of the chair pretending not to be afraid of the movie 'A Nightmare On Elm Street' that was playing.
"Hey, guys what would you think of someone new came over later tonight?" Liam spoke.
"Who?" They say as a union
"Zayn Malik" he responded
"Uh yes! Yes I do very much!"Lynns says sitting up.
"Why? Did he say something to you? Do I need to hurt him tonight?" Liam responses faster then you could say overprotective much!
"I don't care, unless you girls do. No one hurts me girls" Niall sassed.
" hey, boys and Lynn and Megan, Zayns here!" Liam's dad yell from the top of the stairs. "Thanks dad!"he shouted back.
"Vas' happening!" Zayn said seating he's bag in the floor and crawled beside Niall. Lynn Started to feel uneasy hates him. She started scratching at some cuts that she had made the day before when her dad came into her room drunk and was yelling, she ended up crying her self to sleep. She hadn't told anyone about the cuts and she doesn't know if she's going to do it again but she's might if this night doesn't go alright.

After the movie they started to play truth or dare requested by Zayn of course. It started off simple dares of licking each other and drawing inappropriate doodles silly photos were being taken left and right.
"Truth or dare Lynn?" Zayn asked
"Um...truth." She replied
"Okay great, why are you scratching at your cuts?" He quickly questioned. But what she didn't know is that Zayn was only trying to make the other boys know that she was cutting. He could see them and he watched her scratch her cuts through out the whole movie.
"Um...I don't know what you're talking about!" She pondered how he knew.
"Wait, what's cutting I wanna try?" Harry questioned
"No Harry you don't, cutting is stupid. Girls only do it for attention from guys." Lynn's heart dropped.
"That's not true I don't do it for attention you wouldn't understand why I do it, Anyways Ni truth or dare" She looked over at him and realized he had tears in his eyes. Standing up he grabs Lynn's arm and pulls her into the bathroom. "How could you do that to yourself?" He whisper yelled at Lynn "Please Baby you wouldn't understand" She reaches up and whips his tears away. What the rest of the group didn't know is that Lynn and Niall had been "Dating" since kindergarten. "No you right I don't understand and I don't want to either please just leave me alone I can't think of this right now let's go out and enjoy our friends" Lynn nods and let's Niall lead her back to the group.
Later that night when everybody was asleep Lynn quietly packed up her stuff including some of the photos. She found a piece of paper and a pen "Freaks like me don't belong around people like me, we will never be as young as we are now so enjoy it don't worry about an attention seeker like me" leaving the note beside Louis she gets up and leaves making her way back home in the dead of the night.

*flash back end*

Lynn's POV

"That night walking home I wanted to get hit by a car and never see any of you again I was nine years old and was done with the world, This night was horrible I sat and cried for hours the next day and none of you called, long and short of it is the picture is on the wall because I hated it, hated you, it was a reminder of what I never wanted to happen again" I looked down and started picking at my nails I never told anyone that not even Megz I was scared to lose her and be alone. "You hated us?" Megz asked, I could hear the pain in her voice "Yes I did but I shouldn't have you lot were all to young to understand" suddenly I wrapped in arms "I will never leave you, not again I made that mistake and I'm not going to again your mine forever if you like it or not, I will make you mine Lynn Mitchell if it's the last thing I do" I smiled slightly and hugged him back "You don't want me Nialler trust me"
"But why?" Niall questioned
"Because, I'm not the type of girl to fall in love with."