I have two states in my mind, let me give you an insight to the first; wonder.
It is the state of mind i carry when i wish to never stop feeling the ecstasy of love, fun and the unimaginative. It is the state where my skull is plastered with glow in the dark stickers and there's deep space with the stars sparkling in all their glory. It's my turn to create ideas and imagine the unimaginative. Because my disorganized thoughts can manage just precisely that. Those are the times when I can swear that if I could look into my own eyes, I could see in my mind and soul and finally see my galaxies in all their glory and see everything about them hidden in plain sight.

Moving on to the next state; darkness.
When all the stars have suddenly died out despite their proved million year life times and their gas has left my mind to leave no sign of illumination for me. I am alone and in the dark, my mind cries out to me, "save yourself before i hurt you. Or I hurt myself." The unimaginative have turn into ghosts of what they were bound to be. The deep space with all its colors has turned grey and self doubt. Crashing about my skull to produce my magnanimous headache.
And suddenly, its the end.

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