I dont feel as if I belong.
Cliche, I know.
Who does feel as if they belong anywhere in this world? Especially someone as a teenager.
But, its true and its cliche because theres something wrong with us and the way we conduct ourselves. I dont feel like I belong with my best friends or my family or my own home let alone my skin. Its my fault. Not theirs. I acknowledge all responsibility for the hand I have played in my own anguish. My constant, persistent anguish.
Perhaps thats the first step to something serene; accepting I played a hand at my own pain.

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