Dead || A Luke Hemmings Fanfiction

- regrets

1:19 am

The only sound to be heard was Violet and Luke's lips connecting and departing smacking sucking moaning and biting.

Luke usually hated that sound. But not with her. Not with Violet.

She was in his lap now against the wall of the lighthouse, his arms under her shirt again and hers was in his hair softly pulling at his thick locks.

His hands left from under her shirt and moves them under her jacket to take it off. She moved her hands from his hair to get it off faster, shrugging on the ground.

"I'm really sorry. For. Everything." Luke said in between kisses moving down to her neck.

"It's okay." She mumbled in a whisper as he sucked on her skin lightly. Luke pulls away from her to look into her eyes.

"Why did you kind of freak out earlier?" He asked her, Violets hands resting on his shoulders now.

"I-I don't know what you mean." She stuttered swallowing hard.

"Come on Vi, nobody bursts into tears like that when someone tells them their beautiful." He did have a point.

She hasn't told anyone that story. No one. But now was probably a better time then ever.

It's not like she was ever going to see Luke ever again after today and he wasn't going to go blab it to anyone. She hoped so anyway.

"It's a long story..A long, depressing story." She mumbled, focused on the collar of Luke's band tee trying to avoid the subject. He looked up at her with a subtle look on his defined face making her feel completely melted.

"Quit looking at me like that." he gave her a questioning glare.

"Like what baby?"he said tilting his head slightly and biting his lip ring.

'God damn it'

"Like, like that!" She said cocking an eyebrow at his angelic face. Now she was starting to regret wha she said in the alley to him.

All she wanted was to feel his hands and lips every inch on her body his skin in hers. But she knew she would be to attached.

"Go on tell me your long and depressing story." He smirked as he pulled her head to his chest, trying his best to comfort her if Violets story was really that bad.

"I was fifteen. I met this guy named Wes and we just hit it off. But it wasn't necessarily a good relationship I guess. We met each other through drug dealing. He had a buddy from the states that was willing to give us some really illegal and expensive stuff. And Wes being the idiot he is was willing to pay anything for a good hit of anything he could get his hands on. He was one of those guys you just didn't say no too. But this time..this time was different." He pulled her tighter to him letting her just vent to him. He wanted to be close to her. Even if it was just for a day.

"The man we bought from didn't bring us what we- what Wes wanted and he wanted to get him back for it." She stopped.

"Violet baby, are you okay ?"
he asked her.
She let out a breath that didn't know she was holding in

"Yeah i-it's just..I haven't told anyone since it happened and I just get bad memories. That's all."

"Violet I don't want to force you into telling me anything."

Luke had lost himself. Since when did he care about long depressing and mysterious pasts? The only thing he wanted to know was how fast he could get a girls pants off.

Luke new every girls sweet spot to get to and wear to pleasure them. He never wanted or desired the need for emotional ties. He didn't want strings attached at all. Then again at the end of the day it's just sex anyway. Right?

"No Luke I want to. I need to."

"Wes sent me off to do some errand of his.."

Violet got back to where Wes and the man neither of them had the decency to know the name of, only too see the man that has helped them with their dealing against the wall with his hands tied behind his back and blood coming from a slit in his mouth. Not to mention the nasty bruise left on his eye.

"W-Wes w-what did you do to him?" She shook in fear as the man looked at her with pleading eyes.

"He didn't give us what he promised Violet and now he has to pay."

"Wes calm down."

She felt scared. She had had seen him mad before but never like this. 

"Violet you've been in this long enough with me to know damn well I don't get calm."

And with that he turned towards Violet with a gun in hand.

"But I'm not doing the dirty work this time."

"Oh my god, Vi." Luke's hold got tighter on Violet as she began to tear up.

"I pulled it on him Luke. I pulled the fucking trigger." She got off of him and got off his lap going towards the edge again.

Her arms hung over the edge, letting gets leg drown in her memories. "That one move made my life complete hell."