Dying

Kylie

Dear Lex,

I called kyle today and i asked him if he could hangout later today. He said yes so i told him to meet me at Hayes Elementary the school my siblings go to. When i got there i decided to sit on the swings and wait but it didn't take long till kyle showed up. "Hey." I said as he looked at me. "Hello." He said then got behind me on the swing and started pushing me high in the swings. We went back to my mom's old house that is in terrible condition. My brother Harry loved Kyle. Harper liked him too. Harper misses you the most Lex. Dare i say more than i do. Later on we ate dinner with Harry and Harper. We had a few sandwiches and chips. We aren't very rich if you remember Lex. My grandparents still send us some money every other month but grandma died and grandpa is in the hospital. After dinner Kyle told me he had to go. "Thanks for today it was great!" I said hugging him. He said the same thing back and then he left. I watched him for a minute. He plugged in his headphones and went off. Then it happened i ran up stairs and i threw up in my bathroom. Yeah Lex after you were gone i was diagnosed with a Anorexia. Girls started making fun of me and i needed to stay in shape for my team. Couch Matthew said i was the biggest on the team and she would have to kick me off the team if i didn't lose weight. So now i won't have to worry. Lex, you helped me when i needed it and i will never forgive myself what i did to you.
I am sorry Lex.

Love, Kylie