Poems of a broken person

If only i could stop the time

I think love is so easy
I don't care of myself cause i'm too busy
Loving someone that will not be is the hardest thing to do
Watching the one you love from a far hurts me too

I use to dream of his love for me
But it's just a dream,It will not be
I have never been loved by someone
I used to love but it's just second to none

If only i could change someone's heart
And let them fell my sadness art
Dreaming to experience to hold someone's hand
I know it's Impossible like fairy tale and magic wand

Could i make you even smile?
And be loved by you for a while?
I feel like your miles away
I realize when someone say

Everybody say that i'm admirable
Like a girl whom is lovable
Dreaming of living with you in a magic land
When your with me it fells like In a wonderland

I know we never can't be
Please,let's face this reality with me
Longing for you to stay
But i know this could not be as you say

Can't you hear my heart?
Can't you see my mind's art?
I should know this to long
That loving you is totally wrong

Letting you go
If you tell so
Can't hold
This story will keep untold

My feelings died
You know how much i tried
To let you know
But i think i'm still to slow

Keep remembering our past
The moment with you that last
Trying not to cry
My tears start to dry

I just keep on trying
But in the end,here i am crying
I know this will end
And now my heart will slowly mend

This pains that you leave
The words that i even believe
Those memories behind
I can't even erase in my mind

Your smile that i know will fade
The fun and memories we made
But if this is what you want
I'll just pretend even if i can't

If only i could
Staring at you a far is so rude
The way you call?
Can i teach your heart to fall?

This is the end
Can we be friend?
Doesn't really matter
You have my heart slatter.