Unhealed Scars \\ Zayn Malik

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Zayn Malik as Zayn

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Zayn's P.O.V

Today is the day I was always afraid to see. Today is Carol's funeral.

Lots of people that I don't even know have come. All of them are giving me sympathetic smiles. Why don't they understand that I don't need their sympathy.

"Daddy?" I look down to see Emma crawling towards me.

"Yeah Aimah?" I ask in a serious tone. I'm not in a mood to even talk to anyone.

"Up! Up!" She says wiggling her arms. I can't say no to her. After all she is my daughter.

Mine and Carols daughter.

Sighing I pick her up. I examine my three year old daughter.

She has small goldish brown eyes like me. Brown straight hair which reminds me of Carol. And a small little nose like me.

"Mommy where?" She asks smiling. She can't even speak properly. What in the world am I suppose to say to her?

"Mommy has went to the sky to see the God. She will be back soon" I hear a voice saying.

I turn around to see Liam standing. Liam gives me sympathetic look and takes Aimah from me.

Liam has always been a good friend to me and Carol. Carol and Liam were best friends back when I first saw her. And then he became my best friend too. Whenever me and Carol used to fight, I would go crying to Liam and he would calm me down.

"Mate, its your turn to give a speech" Louis says gently shaking me.

I make my way towards the stage and start.

"People say you feel butterflies when you see the person you love the most. Let me correct it. Butterflies are just an understatement, I felt the whole zoo when I first saw Carol- I mean Caroline. Our story was just like some love story. I was the bad boy, she was the good girl. She was north I was south but you know opposites attract. Caroline encouraged me to change myself. When I first saw her. I immediately knew I wanted her. I wanted all of her. Her flaws. Her mistakes. Her imperfections. I wanted her, only her." I pause for a minute. I was crying by now.

"After 3 years of dating we were finally married. We had a cute little daughter. We fought alot about the name. Finally we settled on the name Aimah. Several months ago I found Caroline had breast cancer. That day I got to know that she would die sometime soon. But I didn't know that soon. In these years we fought alot. Had many ups and downs but I want her to know I love her more than words can show, I think about her more than she could ever know, there is no one I will love as much as I love her. Rest in peace Carol you'll always be with me." I finish my speech and step down.

Great, I'm completely crying by now. I run as fast as I can to the nearby washroom and start to harder.

I just wanna hold Carol, my angel, my nightingale...

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a/n: This was an emotional chapter to write.

I wanted to name their daughter a Muslim name since I'm a Muslim and Zayn's too but idk why I didn't lmao

Update: I changed her name from Emma to Aimah. Aimah's pronounced like Aa-i-ma-h

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