{ un-masked }

{titanic}

I'm confused

Nothing feels permanent

Nothing's stable

Nothing's secure

I feel as if I am floating like a piece of rock in space

I feel as if I am being controlled like the hands on a clock

I feel as if I am sinking deep as if I was the titanic

I feel as if I have no control

Of myself

Of my life

Of my emotions

I do not feel safe

I am more confused

And it scares me