{ un-masked }

{ depression }

I'm not smiling

But I want to

I want to spread my lips

Into a genuine laugh

I want to laugh so hard my stomach hurts

But

I'm crying

But i don't want to

Tears are falling

Faster than ever

Thoughts are flooding my mind

I am overwhelmed

But not by happiness

I'm overwhelmed by a deep never ending sea of depression

And I need it to stop

Before

I

Drown

{ September 21, 2015 }