Torn (A malec fanfic)

Chapter 8

Alec's POV:

"I didn't know you felt that way," Magnus said finally after fumbling to find words.

I blinked. Magnus said that with not really any emotion, not of understanding, sadness but it's just-his face is also blank, whether he purposely did that or he really felt nothing at all.

"Now you do..right?" I whispered, half-hesitantly.

"Alec, I'm sorry you feel this way but whatever you say doesn't change the fact that you indeed tried shortening my life, even if it was for a second-" Magnus tells me a little frustrated.

"Magnus-please, I really didnt think about it! I'm just-" I tried explaining everything to him already, why can't he understand?

"Oh my goodness Alexander! Don't you get it? I don't love you anymore, whatever you say or do now wouldn't change that fact," Magnus ran his hands through his hair and refused to look at me.

"Magnus-you said-you said you did-" I whispered, tears already threatening to spill.

"That was before but now I don't," Magnus replied after a moment of silence.

"Magnus, pl-please-look at me," I reach up with shaky hands and turned his face towards me.

He flinched slightly but finally looked me in the eye.

"If you can tell me now that you don't love me anymore, I'll-I'll-leave-r-right now," I whispered again.

"Alexander, I-" he bite his lips and moved closer to me, drawing me nearer and kissed me sadly and slowly.

"We'll have that as a goodbye kiss, you will find another person who you would love you just as much as you love him, goodbye Alexander." Magnus drew himself away and gave me a sad and wistful smile.

Tears squeezed out now, they were falling one by one as I wiped them away hastily. Never did I expect Magnus to do this to me, I gave him everything, I changed myself for him. I was always the stupid one, the worthless one but Magnus proved me otherwise. If even he doesn't love me anymore, no one else would. I am nothing, I don't matter to anyone.

I got up and half-ran out of his bedroom, tears still falling easily, the tears just wouldn't stop. I stopped in front of the room where Jace and Isabelle is, would Magnus still be willing to heal Isabelle or not? If he doesn't want to, I wouldn't blame him, he always tells me he don't do favours but this time, he really is doing us a favour.

I slipped out of the apartment as softly as I can and start running. I just ran and kept on running.

A very sad chapter I know....and this also pretty short but the next chapter should be up in a day or two(depends)

So..any guesses why Magnus would do this? Does he still love Alec or no?

Love ya<3