I can't help but fall in love with him.
And I want to explain it, but where do I begin?
His laugh makes me smile,
But sadly, I haven't heard it in quite a while.
His voice soothes me,
And it let's the beast inside me free.
He can tame the demon inside,
And I never have the urge to hide.
He says he loves me,
But I wonder how that could possibly be.
"I'm just a fuck up" I say
"No you're not" he'd say to my dismay.
Yes, I do love you.
I'm deeply in love with you too.
But how can I keep you protected,
From the darkness that is expected?
I don't want to harm you in any way,
So what do I say?...
How can I love you without causing you pain?
Because with joy, there will be some hurt to gain.
I'm sorry, I don't want you to see,
The demon within me....
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