Its amazes me how someone you thought so fondly of, turns out to be the lie you hoped was wrong
How someone you trusted so much, could break your soul with one secret.
How one person can make me doubt my own self worth, when they can't even see what I try to do for them first.
You have me counting sheep on my sleepless nights, talking to the walls in my room, screaming out to them, "what did I do to deserve this hurt?"
I trusted you with everything, and you just stomped that out in the dirt.
I can't eat anymore, I can't sleep anymore. I dont want to push forward anymore.
The pain that I feel is choking me. Drowning me and burning my lungs.
The betrayal has scarred me deep enough to know better to trust you anymore.
And when things are said and done, and my nights grow restless....you're still the one I want to talk to....even when you're the one who was so reckless....
~Tatiana R.
