.My Addiction.

Love Me Enough?

"I hate the way, once you start to know someone, care about them, their behavior can distress you, even when it's unreasonable and not your fault, even if you were really trying to be careful, tactful." 

― Tanith Lee, Wolf Star

I'm shoving and pushing you away         

Cause I want to know

If you'll fight tooth and nail to stay

You were broken and damaged

I was barely sane

Should've known you couldn't be bandaged

So when you say I'm sorry babe

"I was wrong, don't leave me alone"

Are you trying to fix us with tape?

I've enough blinding pain of my own

Don't need yours screaming in my head

Maybe we're better off alone?

You should stop trying to make things better

Cause I'm in a mood to make them worse

Just threw a lighter over all my love letters

I loved everything about you that hurt

So you made sure I bled

Till I was lying face down on dirt

 You come and go as you please

So when you ask for forgiveness

Why don't you beg on your knees?

You're back and banging on my door

I want to see if you'll break it down

To get what's always been your.

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I'm in a mood for destruction.

I want to rip you apart.

I don't know what's wrong with me but I'm hoping you can fix it.

It is so hard not to comfort you when you are in pain.

But you left me alone in darkness; I want to watch you suffer the same way I did.

You went deaf to my screams.

So I'm covering my ears to yours, even if they make me bleed.

A bond this strong isn't safe.

I know you love me.

I just need you to prove it.

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