"Pain makes people change.
Pain makes us change, sometimes for good and sometimes the worse.
Do not be scared of pain, but instead endure it. Do not let pain deter you from the course in life that you want to take."
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Last time I heard your voice
Your smile said “Always and forever”
Your eyes said “I’d die without you”
An image to be never forgotten.
A moment stuck in time.
He dies, you change.
Find all the reasons to blame.
Cause all you see is your pain.
Destroyed by hatred
You loathe the person
Who loves you the most.
You won’t even look at me.
My smile reads “I can’t lose you”
My eyes show “I’m afraid”
Nightmares that don’t let me sleep
Dying from the distance between us.
I can see through your disguise
To see the truth of
How scared you are inside
Stop before you lose
Everything you have gained.
I’ve been meaning to tell you
You can’t look at people with
A smile that screams “I hate you”
Eyes that say “I hope you die”
No one falls in love with a smile like that.
I’m exhausted from the effort
Of asking you what’s wrong
I know it’s more than you say
But I can’t live this way
Not with you hurting me like this
A decision made to stay away.
One last look at you
My heart breaking every step I take
My last smile for you “Please don’t forget me”
Eyes that have always said “I would’ve died for you’
Leaving with the hope to bring you back.
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The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too.
For when he died, he took a part of you.
The pain it completely changed you.
You keep pushing me away.
Why don't you let me help you?
I can't see you like this.
What have I done?
What are you blaming me for?
How have I broken your trust?
You want me to leave, so I'll do it.
Cause I always give you what you want.
But please stop, because it hurts.
You're destroying both of us.
I would do anything to bring him back to you.
Because if you got him back, I would get back the friend that I once knew.
And I hope you know, my last smile.... it was for you.
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Poesía“It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.” ― Chuck Palahniuk. Some people are addicted to sadness, addicted to the pain of wanting something I can'...
