Cold

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Jc's POV
I was so fucking pissed at him. What the fuck had he done it for? More importantly, why had he done it? Searching, I was searching, searching for the fucking answer, but I couldn't find it. I bought he loved me. He said he loved me and he betrays me.

I text Sam and ask if I can stay with him for a while till I get my shit sorted out. Of course he said yes.

"What I don't get is why he did it. I thought he loved you and you loved him."

He looked at me and stared. I cowered away and didn't answer. I couldn't answer.

"You did love him, didn't you....?"

"I don't know...." I shy away

"Well fuck, no one saw that one coming."

"Look Sam, don't say anything, but..."

"But?"

"I think, I think I love someone else."

"So you're in some kind of fucked up love triangle?"

"Yeah, well, no. Maybe. I don't know."

"Jc's life; illuminati confirmed." He says spreading his hands in a rainbow form.

"Trust, Sam"

"Well, I don't really care what you do, just don't eat my cereal and if you need help getting your stuff from the other house, I'm always here."

"Haha, thanks Sam, I appreciate it."

"Yeah, no problem."

Kian's POV

*sitting under cold shower*

Why did I do it. It wasn't worth it, it wasn't worth this much pain.

"KIAN?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"

I see Ricky rush over and turn the tap off.

"You're getting to get a cold or hypothermia or something. Don't do that"

"Well Ricky, right now it's the only thing helping me."

"Awww Kian, don't be like that, I know you loved him, but now we can be together"

He hugged me tight and wrapped me in a towel.

I felt dead. I felt sick. I'm felt cold and dark. Most of all, I felt empty, like there was this tear in my heart that couldn't be filled. No amount of love or care could fix it, unless it was from the right person, and this person wasn't Ricky, not right now anyways.

"I'll be over to get my stuff later in the week. Expect me to be out by Friday at the latest. Sam will be helping me."

I looked at the message. Ouch! No hello, no goodbye, no are you okay. Nothing. Well I guess he wasn't the one who cheated......
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Sorry for the late update guys I'll try and update more often...

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