Among the Dead Ones (On Hold)

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She's coming with me....I said already packed ignoring my sister words walking downstairs through the door at the car putting the bags inside closing the trunk
Adrian....think...your not thinking straight right now..Kate said behind me worried
I'm gonna be out for a while and I know sister you can protect her but my reason are other she goes with me...I said tensed looking at her
If you tell me I will understand....Kate said tensed
I walk at her taking her hands changing my eyes....showing her... .Kate opening her eyes at me
No....impossible. ...he told you that...Kate said
One week.....I said thinking
Ohh....Adrian...I'm so sorry..then take her I know you won't hurt her but if he know that you....Kate didn't finished
He knows she's mark but he didn't care Kate she's promised to somebody else and I can't.. I won't let her walk away and married somebody else....I said looking the house scent on her
So all this time he knew .....what he's waiting...Kate ask me
He's waiting after her first transformation she abandoned us to go with them....I said linked with Safira
Ready.....
Almost...
What you need?.....
Right now ......I don't remember...
Scented she got headache
Are you alright?
Yeah...just...
She didn't finished and she doesn't answering back make me running inside faster at our room founding her lying in the floor lifting her and lying her over the bed
Safira.....I said touching her forehead cold
If she alright.....Kate ask behind me
I'm just taking some cotton with alcohol and pass through her nose softly
Come on wake up....I said listening how her heart lowing and suddenly beating faster opening her eyes looking at me
I pass out again....Safira said ashamed
I'm just smiling relief nodding positive
How long?.....Safira ask trying to sitting
No more than 5...I said helping her sitting up
She look at me for a moment then at Kate
Would you bring me something for the headache?.....Safira ask Kate
Yeah....of course ill be back...Kate said walking out leaving us alone
I'm just observing Safira listening my sister walk away suddenly she take my hands thinking already nervous scented her doubts

I need to ask him....
Adrian ....if one day someone came looking for me would you let me go?...I ask
His face pale I could hear his unrhymed heartbeat like crazy.....hurt
Why you ask me that?.....Adrian said slow word by word
I'm linked with you but someone is linked with me and he said is my father and he's coming for me....I said attentive at his emotions
Linked with you....how?......Adrian ask concerned
Wolf side remember he's some kind of alpha....I said strange
His face get seriously looking at me
So it's true you knew......why he said one week?....I said moving my feet down standing and walk at the window moving my hand through my face thinking
Here......
We look at the door Kate ..
Leave it there...Adrian said pointed at the table standing up and walk at me standing in front of me with those eyes already hurt
Having him this closer kills me I can't think
Kate would you leave us alone for a moment...I said without taking my eyes from him
Ill be downstairs.....Kate said closing the door behind her leaving us alone

I can't lose her but I can't lie to her either.....
Taking a strength and big breath
He...your father give me one week to said goodbye to you...I said tensed listening how her heart raise her face lose color stepping away from me sitting in the bed without looking at me
Safira....talk to me...I said kneeling in front of her anxious
She look at me
Would you let me go?....Safira ask looking at me
I feel like a cold bucket was throwing over me by her question
Is that what you want ......I ask tensed
She nodding negative
Feeling a little relief until....
Would you let me see my father and see if I'm remember him...Safira ask me knowing my reaction
Standing and stepping back hurt...anger...frustrated changing my eyes at her
No.....is not what you thinking......Safira said standing running at me moving her hands at my face I'm just closing my eyes at her..her words hurt...how I let this go far...
No....look at me....I would never leave you do you hear me... never...Safira said make look at her
Safira....I said in a whisper hurt
I can't leave you Adrian because I can't imagined my life without you....I'm just ....i need to do this...Safira said tensed
I can't ...I don't want you...I didn't finished
Safira look at me reading my thoughts watching her tears falling this time I couldn't hide...
Adrian ...I'm coming back even if they try to stopping me...nobody won't keep me away from you..ill be back...look I'm going to meet you there in San Francisco just give me three days is all that I ask you...Safira said begging me
Moving my arms around her embracing her inhaling.... right now getting calm is not my name...
With one condition...I said tensed in disbelieve for myself
She look at me
I want you to call me every day if I don't received a call from you or message I'm going there and killing everyone until I found you

At night...
Everything was set Adrian postponed his fly for one day....
My things are ready he already talk to "my father" so you could imagine how excited he was...anyway
I'm just walking around thinking...I never imagined how much this affected him...
I never......I don't want to see him hurt....
The rest of the day was like somebody ....die...silence.. no words..distance....
Actually it hurts sense him and he just keep distance from me...
He decided going out ..I know why ....
I'm cause him pain....
Attached that was we are at each other no matter what I said to convince him ..I know it won't work because I'm going against his will...
He spent the night out ..I spend it away walking ....
Right now in the garden area wearing my sleeping clothes sitting looking at the sky with so many emotions over my skin I can't sleep.. I'm feeling like I'm betray him..but I need to remember he have to understand .....lowing my head trying to link with him but he's blocking me...
Oh ......Adrian

Trying to do not thinking about tomorrow do not think about been away from Safira she's been trying link with me just for having her thoughts.... It burning me inside between anger and frustration
What she do to me?....
Already inside the house listening going to my office I don't want go to my room and see her things ready..
She want to remember... She want forget me...
She wants to leave.....and I have to left her go....
But if she decide to stay....
But the sound of her heartbeat from upstairs distracted me make me curious...walking to the garden area founding her sitting on the floor observing the sky....
You should be resting...I said softly at her
I'm not tired.. Safira said without looking at me
She was wearing a blue tank top and black pants her hair lose watching the wind brushing playing and her scent hitting my nostrils make my body getting tensed...
We stay in silence observing the sky Safira standing up and walk at me
How can I make you understand that I'll be back?......Safira said sad
Moving my eyes down at her observing thinking I'm just breath out tensed moving my hands at her lifting her and take her to our room lowing her over my bed
Let's no think about tomorrow... I said lying myself next to her
Adrian.... Please....Safira said worried
Touching her face focus on those eyes I don't want nothing else moving my arms around her
I keep my promise Safira you don't call me I'm going there and killing everyone until I found you.....I swear