Among the Dead Ones (On Hold)

The Alpha Queen

The urged is uncontrollable......
I need him......My nerves are all up....the guest are arriving to see a queen who doesn't want to be here...
Safira.....
But the joy to see my family and finally mom....
Mom....I said like a little girl running hidding myself in her arms finally crying
Mom just embracing me let me crying
Is he here?....I ask against her neck
Yes he is in representation of his coven Kevin can't do nothing about it....is a law...mom said holding me tight
I miss him so much it hurt....I said with hurt voice
He miss you to...mom said in my ear
I stepped back mom cleaning my tears smiling sad holding my face
Lets get you ready .....

Breath Adrian you have to be remain in calm....
I didn't look at my sister drying my hair
The only way I can be calm is until I rip his heart out....I said getting dress anger
Believe me I'm gladly helping you in that suicide mission and killing quest my dear brother but tonight you can't.......kate said helping me with my jacket
Trying to breath ...hurt...
I know.....I said finished fixing my tie
Just focus on her she's suffering right now the same like you but tonight the elders are be there we can't calling a war..Kate said taking a black box
Them you better stay at my side because I can't guarantee anything to anyone....

Observing my daughter already dress no matter the joy of our clan right now but the one who knows the true we already know nothing can make her happy..right now..
She just standing against the window looking outside the moon ....her pain....
If Safira ready......Kevin said walking inside all dress up
Yes she's ready.....I said walking at her touching her shoulder
She turned looking at us
I'm ready.....

Eric......
The sound of his voice after all this years still clenched my stomach
Ryan......
Turning looking at him actually mad
Is not that you want all this time....Ryan said pointed at the ceremony area
Yes but not ruined any of my kids life like you did...I said watching Beca going and standing at her place
I will never do something like that...Ryan said anger at me
I look at him in desbelieve
Answer me this question them how you felt when your mate was taking away?.....I ask him remind him actually provoking him
We have our own history together..
His face lose color I already know the answer
Look at your son and tell me is that a face of a happy man when his mate is a been taking away or better said betrayed for his own blood when you find out the anwer of what you did and see the damage you have done them you can said you didn't hurt no one.....I said stepping back and walk away from him to the ceremony area looking for Safira at the back room
Dad......
I hate those sad eyes I know so well no matter how much she's smiled I know is not real
She look so beautiful wearing a revealing blue midnight dress her mom beauty...
I'm here ....I said watching her aproching scared
I....she stared to said nervous playing with her fingers
Touching her face and link with her
I know and I'm sorry baby we still looking for the documents your uncle Logan is looking for them until that we have to wait..I said admiring her
How long? .....she asking me hoping
I don't know baby....I said sorry
I don't love him ...I can't have him even closer what was you thinking..Safira said tensed
I breath out hard guilty looking back at Kevin
I never accepted at that moment how mates really work I should listening to your mother.....I'm so sorry....I said
Her hands touching my face I could feel what she feels
I'm gonna do this for you but I'm not gonna accept him at my mate because his not....Safira said brushing her lips in my forehead stepping back turning and walk away.

Are you sure?
I ask tensed trying to keep my distance from her but it was impossible following each movement she made
She said that to her father....Frederick said next to me
We are with our coven actually everybody was anxious they know she's my mate but a document said the contrary
Adrian Hartland in person I'm so fan of you.....
My eyes move to this old lady smiling at me..I'm just smiling at her
Can we have a word alone?.....she said smiling grabing my arm but I could feel her tension
Of course....I said walking away with her actually far under a tree we are in Safira father house
Here is perfect....the lady said leaving my arm
I look behind her
I preferred distance to many ears in one place....she said straight up at me
I'm just know looking at her strange in a second she's stop been older getting more younger
She just smile for my face
Don't be afraid Adrian I'm here to help Safira and you...she said moving her hands the elders appear around me circle
Who are you? .....I ask tensed
I believe you know who I'm......