Among the Dead Ones (On Hold)

Changing

Back at home and given him the news about his daughter including.......
Did you found her?.......if shes alright.... He asking me worried
I look at him thinking....should I tell him but he have to know.
Yes....I said tensed moving my hand at my pockets
Them where is she?......he ask anxious
I look at him thinking the right words
You wouldn't believe it with who?....I said remembering Adrian words
She don't remember.......
With who......he ask a little suspect
I look back at him again
She's save right now and she will come back to us by her own will....I said sitting crossing my arms
If she...he ask me understanding
Yeah......She do her first kill....

Opening my eyes with the first ray of light thinking those three days alone after what happened
We didn't do nothing we just talking about how we gonna act from now on...how the things gonna changed...its no so bad..at first.
Eventually they will find out by scent that..... ill been mark by him...I'm his mate....not by choice his life was on line...and I don't have any regret but knowing every move... breathing... anger... missing..
Is a little bit frustrating having all those emotions at the same time and all came from one person
We can be at the corner of the house and it feels he always at my side....weird I'm still don't get used to that
When it comes nightmares?......when I have them could happen two things..he lying himself at my side just cuddle me and remind me.. I'm not alone and he always gonna be at my side or I finished in his bed..I just want to be near is the only contact we have what happened that night....it won't happen ....again...
Moving my feet at the floor listening everybody is sleeping of course is daylight...
I don't want staying inside the room going at the bathroom take a shower put some clothes most of my cloths are jeans doesn't mean I don't have dress or something it just ...whatever...
Walking at the window making a braid in my hair...
Is a beautiful day very sunny and I need some air
Lets take some fresh air....I said having this sensation of worry around me...
Make look back at his room smiling
I'm gonna be fine but I need to try.....I said taking the key and my cellphone
Don't go to far....
I wont trust me...
Becareful....
I will...
Thinking how far this thing of mates work I have to ask
If I get lost...
Ill find you
Then there nothing do I have to worry about......right
He didn't answer back taking my thing and walk at the door
Have some rest....my prince
No with you away...
Thinking how that really affected not only me.... him
What the hell?....I said walking at his door opening hes was standing at the window with his arm crossing looking thinking that's mean he doesn't want to sleep
Im just walk listening his heartbeat very unrhythm tensed sad worried....Standing myself behind him
Lets make a deal....I started to said but his lips stop me moving my hands around his neck and answering
That's not fair..I said smiling in his lips looking at him
He just smile moving his arms around me and lost ourself in our embraced 
Many things certainly change..still link
Stay.....
Come with me...
We just breath hard out still hugging each other until he let me go..
Go....Adrian said smiling sad
And you....I ask now sad
He simple smile his fingers touching my lips making me fell whole
Watching over you....Adrian said touching my face closing my eyes listening his thoughts taking his hand looking at him surprised
Never....I won't leave you..I'm not going abandoned you...even if I can...so stop it...I said hurt
He read my face and thoughts moving his hand lifting me up like I weight nothing walk at the sofa sitting with me ....we didn't talk just stay closer with our though was enough...
Mrs Vermont going to make some groceries go with her...Adrian said looking at me playing with my hand
Can I choose what I want...I ask curious looking the movement of his fingers against mine
Of course she's waiting for you.....Adrian said smiling holding my hand
I look at him for a moment something trouble him
Adrian...I....
He just take my lips again standing up with me
I'll be fine go....Adrian said moving a hair from my face
Something definitely is not right
Go.....Adrian said softly
I look at him for a moment and walking out of his room with a doubt in my heart.