Among the Dead Ones (On Hold)

Make me forget...

I want you so much but I don't want to hurt you.........
Im not mad at you.....
Forgive me......I didn't mean it is the truth
I know ...I forgive you.....
His lips brushing against my skin his respiration out of control the muscle of his body tensed under my touch the weight of his body even that he was so gentle....with me...
I'm just carresing his hair and lose myself at his embraced.....at him....
I never mean to hurt you.....
Opening my eyes looking around me strange...
What was that?.....I said confused and see I'm in my room back to the main house....when did that happened? But then thinking It feel so real....I'm still feel it....Adrian
Sitting at the bed and looking at my side ..I was alone...All this time i was dreaming..really....it looks so real to me
Looking at the window inhaling morning is not near not yet moving my feet down standing up but feeling my head so dizzy
Wow......I said sitting back and trying to breath feeling my heart running faster
Hey .....are you alright?......how you feeling?
Looking at the door....Kate
I'm fine just tired...where's Adrian?....I ask standing slowly and move myself to the bathroom in the same speed
Ahhh......Kate started to said walking behind me
Kate....please.....I ask finished dressing myself and walk at her
Safira he's feeling already guilty he don't want to see anybody not even me....Kate said sad worried
I'm just breath hard out changing my eyes at Kate
Fine I'll do it myself.......
I'm just disappeared through the door

Her memories inside my mind tortured me but worst of all when Gerard attacked Safira....Growling myself making me more anger breaking everything....
I should rip him apart in so many pieces.....I said screaming breaking the wood I got in my hand....
I'm in one of the house far from the main one even keeping the distance I could scent her,I could see her memories, I could see her face when I'm attached her...
Transformed myself anger still breaking everything around
Would you stop it?.........
Losing my breath at the sound of her voice knowing that unrhythm heart my fault
Safira......I said turning founding her sitting on the floor tired
Can you just stop that and help me?......Safira said tired
I didn't wait for her to finished running lifting her against my body and take her to the sofa lowing her and sitting next to her
She just look at me and move her hand at my face I step back away from her touch and that was worse her face...I hurt her...again
You won't hurt me please don't be afraid of me...Safira said showing me her hand
Safira.....I....
I know and is my fault......Safira said lying her back at the sofa looking at me
She look so pale...god I almost kill her...
No....is not...I'm the one almost let you dry.....I should warning you...I said tensed anger stepping back more from her
Please....Safira said standing quickly but she fall
No.....I said grabbing her and bringing her closer...
We staying like that...I'm just care to much....her
Im dreaming with you...Safira said tired resting her head at my chest
With Me!.....I said strange resting my head over her
But it felt so real that I thought.....Safira didn't finished the heat she radiate from her body bringing my curiosity
What?.....you can tell me...I ask gentle looking for her face but she was all blushing bringing more my curiosity changing my eyes instinctively Safira getting tensed she got scared changing her eyes at me..
I'm sorry but is the only way I can....I didn't finished nervous at her
She close her eyes inhaling and exhaling slowly looking back at me smile taking my hand at her face
Show me....I ask soflty watching her closing her eyes closing mine watching her dreams a very very interesting but also dangerous
I thought it was real...Safira said opening her eyes actually sad
Her emotions running through my veins surprised me more she still wants me....
Your not ready....I said uncomfortable still having her in my arms
What you mean not ready?....Safira ask me
You always going to remember....I said tensed observing her expression
She look down playing with my shirt
Them make me forget.....Safira said looking back at me
I can't there part of you...I said desperate because that's what I want to do
Safira look away around her us....thinking...
She move away from our embraced taking my hand we walk at the sofa she sitting me she bend one knee between my legs but keeping herself standing lowing herself brushing her lips in my ear
Them help me making a new one.....