adopted by taylor swift

chapter 5

Bella's pov.
I was excited to go shopping with taylor but I don't want her to waste too much money on me I'm not that important. We got to the store and bought some stuff she bought me a lot of supplies a new backpack and some cloths, she got me a lot of stuff and I was so grateful the paps weren't too bad they were actually being respectful crazy right? anyways when we go home taylor started making dinner and I went to my room to put all my stuff away

once that was done I went into the bathroom and did my secret relief to keep me well controlled and not sad or I don't know how to explain it, yeah I know you're probably wondering, why I am cutting well I ask myself that too I have a perfect like a dream life I have Taylor as my mom I mean what more could I ask for?  but I just hate myself too much and I have been doing this for a long time ever since I got raped and ever since I got abused, after my parents death it was hard for me to carry on I tried to overdose but it didn't work it just made me sleep a few extra hours.

After I made a few cuts and I put on a sweater and took off my makeup and put my hair up it a bun "BELLA DINNERS READY" I heard Taylor yell and I ran down the steps she had made so pasta and garlic bread, I'm not much of an eater but I ate it all up boy was I hungry then we sat down and watched a couple of movies
Taylor's pov.
I called Bella down for dinner and she ate it all I was so surprised at how hungry she was we went to the couch and watched movies soon I turned off the movie and Asked her if we could talk for a while she just nodded "so Bella I know having me as your mom is new to you and I just wanna know as much as I can about you honey" she looked up "well to start off my full name is Arabella Marie and well swift I guess" I smiled at how beautiful her name is and how she used swift "Bella your name is so beautiful, do you have any hobbies?" she thought for a moment "um, well I love to write and I can play the flute but mainly I'm always so focused on cheer" Bella is truly amazing I love her already, I felt a need to protect her "Bella I saw them" she looked at me confused "you saw what?" she said with a stutter I sighed "the bruises Bella I saw them when we were in the dressing room " she gulped "oh right, and you mean scars?" I looked at her in concerned "yes, you wanna tell me what happened babe?" she looked at me with her beautiful light blue eyes that were glassy looking as if she was almost gonna cry,

"Well I guess since your my mom now I should at least let you know" I looked into her eyes and showed her I was ready to listen "To start off the bruises are from beatings at the orphanage from a worker there her would beat me at lot and some of the other kids too but mainly me I never knew why, but he would just come and hurt me I was scared for my life, he raped me a couple times too" she mumbled the last part but i was still able to hear it, it was hard, she told me about this before but now she actually told me more than just abuse, I wish I had gotten her sooner so I could have protected her, my beautiful daughter is now safe with me I hugged her tightly as she cried into my shirt she fell asleep it my arms and I carried her to her room for being her age she's not very heavy with kinda concerned me but i just let go of that thought I set her down tucked her and kissed her forehand whispering "i won't let anyone touch like that again I love you"

I was about to walk away when I felt a hand touch my arm "Taylor, can you stay with me tonight", of course I said yes "sure sweetheart" I got into bed with her and put my arms around her protectively and she snuggled into my chest and we fell asleep like that.
Bella's pov.
I heard what Taylor said before I went to sleep, that's when I realized how comforting she makes me feel so I asked her to stay with me being the amazing person she is, she did, I was so glad she didn't see my cuts though because I'm not ready for that lecture.

I woke up at around 8:00am and I saw Taylor with her arms around me I woke her up by moving around she woke up "Good morning sweetheart", she said sounded a little tired "Good morning Taylor, thanks for staying with me last night" she got up, "sure anytime Bella I'm gonna go start breakfast start getting ready for school okay babe?" I got up "Okay Taylor" and with that she left and I got up and started getting ready I straighten my hair a bit and applied makeup to my bruises my cuts and my face of course, I put on some jewelry and went to the kitchen I was wearing a sweater some jeans and some black converse.

I sat on the stool and Taylor but an egg sandwich with bacon in from of me and I started eating after a while she went to go get ready to take me too school, once she was ready she drive me to school, soon we arrived "Okay, honey have a nice day and I will pick you up right after school bye!" I got out of the "bye Tay" and I closed the door and walked into school.
*time skip to lunch*
I went to lunch and just sat alone like always until these girls came up to me and told me to meet them behind the gym after school or else, great time for my beatings, after lunch I went behind the gym and there they were the three bitches of school Jess,Kate, and Monica ew
"well, look who showed up" said Jess "so you think your all big shit because your mommy is Taylor swift ?" they laughed "n-no" I said sounding scared "give it up Bella you suck you're fat and worthless the world would be better without you and Taylor doesn't care about you she pity's you and your pathetic little self" I started to get upset up " she cares" I spat "alright believe what you want fatass but I hope after this there will be a lot more brusies to hide"

and with that she punched me and her little sidekicks did the same this last for about 10 minutes and soon they left and I stayed on the floor crying my eyes out this was my life now I guess I soon got up and went to the bathroom and covered up the brusies knowing school would be over soon, then I made my way outside to the pick up area and there was Taylor waiting I climbed into the car and just put my head down I think Taylor got the message that I didn't want to talk and just drove and as soon as we got home I just went up to my room locked the door and just cried myself to sleep.
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well this was a sad chapter anyways I will update later on today
and Bella cutting ? WHAT?!
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