chapter 8

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Bella's Pov.
I woke up in Taylor's arms, and man she makes me feel so cozy, soon I nudged Taylor for her to wake up "good morning love" she said sounding very tired "good morning Taylor" she got up and looked at me "you hungry?" she asked "no, not really" she looked at me very concerned "I'm going to make you breakfast anyways I know you must be hungry okay babe" with that she got out of bed and went to make breakfast

I made my way to the restroom and got dressed and ready for the day, then Taylor called me downstairs for breakfast she had made French toast this morning yum! and yes I was hungry but I just didn't wanna eat because I don't wanna be known and the ugly fat chick "uh taylor I'm not hungry" I said and pushed the plate away"she then walked over to me and put the plate closer to me "babe, I know what your trying to do, I know you're hungry you can eat it's okay your so beautiful" I then took a few bites and I wanted to purge

"I have to go to the restroom" Taylor stopped me "yeah, no I don't think so, you said you were going to try and stop for me" I looked at her with glassy eyes "I know but it's so hard Taylor" she leaned close to me "I know it is honey but try for me please baby" she kissed my forehead making me feel better "okay Taylor" she then hugged and we just stayed like that for a while, Taylor always makes me feel loved and actually wanted in this world and I thank her for that.

Soon we pulled away for the very long hug and we went to watch a couple of movies before Taylor got a call, she walked away leaving me on the couch watching "twilight" I heard her giggling and being all flirty I assumed she was talking to some boy or something she then agreed to something and hung up she came back to the couch and sat down I looked at her with a confused look "what's wrong Bella?" I looked at her a bit longer "oh nothing just who were you talking to?" she then got all happy "oh well Harry is taking me on a date tonight in a few minutes actually I should go get ready" with that she got up and went to her room I followed her "what about that James dude of something "oh him yeah well turns out he has a girlfriend so he's a dick" I laughed at her cursing "what's so funny?" she said putting her earrings on "oh nothing" she looked confused "okay well I'm going to have the one direction boys look after you while I'm out please behave and don't do anything bad please?" I nodded knowing what she meant

The doorbell rang and we both ran downstairs to the door when we opened it the boys just ran in and Harry being all mature causally walked in I'm guessing he was trying to impress Taylor "alright sweetie I will be back soon I love you, and boys take good care of Bella" they all nodded and Taylor kissed my forehead and walked out with Harry, I closed the door behind them and looked at all the boys who were in the kitchen looking for food "alright so what's your names?" they all spread around me "well first off I'm zayn" he said and smiled at me then out of no where a very happy boy with brown hair practically screamed in my face "HI IM LOUIS!" I laughed at his happiness it was cute then a blonde boy came "hi I'm Niall" he didn't really seem British in guessing he's Irish and then another boy came "and last but not least I'm Liam nice to meet you love" and he shook my hand "nice to meet you all I'm Bella but my real name is Arabella"

"nice to meet you Bella" they all said at the same time, after that we all played video games and watched movies until I fell asleep

Louis pov.
Bella feel asleep so we decided to carry her to her room and tucked her in about 30 minutes later Taylor and Harry walked in making out with each other it was heated I patted Harry on the back "do you really want to do this mate with Bella in the house?" he nodded and him and Taylor pulled away

Taylor's pov.
Harry and I had a blast we had a nice meal and went to the golf course for a while it was more fun then it sounds while he was gonna walk me inside we just got lost in each others eyes and just kissed and from there it got really heated until Louis talked some sense into us, I let go of Harry "so boys was Bella good tonight?" they all smiled and nodded "that's great to hear! thanks for taking care of her" they all hugged me and walked out leaving just me and Harry "so tonight was amazing thank you for taking me out" he gave me a cute boyish smile "you're welcome love talk to you soon" he kissed my cheek and headed out the door, he's so cute I then went to check on Bella who was sleeping and she looks so adorable I decided to get into bed with her and just laid there with her, eventually I feel asleep, but I was woken but crying and I looked down to Bella crying in my chest "something wrong babe?" she just looked at me with her puffy eyes she had been crying for a while "i-i had a v-very bad d-dream" she stuttered most of her words we both sat up "you wanna tell me about it"

Bella's Pov.
*dream*
I woke up and heard laughing downstairs it was Taylor and Harry together and a small child with them she looked just like them and soon I saw the ring on Taylor's finger and considering the kid looked like Taylor and Harry I'm assuming they had a baby, I walked down and Taylor soon looked at me in disgust "ugh it's awake you have a lot of chores to do Harry and I and my actual kid are going to the park you are going to stay here and clean" she spat I looked at her confused "I'm your kid too" she just laughed "no you're a stupid media act I didn't birth you and I hate you, you know what you should've died when you tried to kill yourself the only reason I saved you was so I could be known more as Americas sweetheart but worst mistake ever am I right?" her and Harry laughed then I looked her "I thought you loved me." she laughed again "no one could love someone like you honey, now leave and never come back I don't want you to influence my precious angel in any way she is my blood and you're not and I'm pretty sure if you were my daughter you would have been an accident" and then she kicked me out"

I woke up crying into Taylor's chest I don't know why I was even still next to her but I knew it was just a dream, but maybe it was a sign and it was trying to tell me that Taylor just doesn't love me then Taylor started asking me why I was crying she's asked if I wanted to talk about we both sat up and I explained it to her "I had a dream where you finally had a real family with Harry, you had your own kid, you didn't need me anymore you didn't love me anymore, and you told me I was an accident and a mistake and how you wish I had died when I tried to commit suicide and how I was a stupid media act" I said crying she looked at me with glassy eyes and pulled me into a hug I just cried I can tell she was at a lost for words she then looked at me and she put her forehead to mine


"listen to me well Bella it was just a stupid dream none of that could ever happen you are such a blessing in my life, I don't love you I'm in love with you, you're my life, my everything without you I'm nothing, I will never ever wish death upon you and I'm pretty sure if I had my own kids I would always love you more because of this special and beautiful bond we have together, you make me so happy baby I love you, I would never ever tell you those things, you're my entire world please don't ever think that you are any of those things, I'm grateful for you in my life you made my life so much better and happier if I didn't have you in my life i would be alone and confused I love you baby girl" she said with tears in her eyes I kissed her cheek and hugged her tightly "I love you so much mom" I said, this was big for me it was my first time calling Taylor mom and I liked it because she is my mom now and I love her so much I could tell she liked that I called her mom too because I could feel her smile so widely we then just fell asleep, Taylor just makes me happy and feel loved I'm so glad I just hope that maybe I can try and trust Taylor from now on because I just can't get over what if that dream was a sign.
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okay I know haylor happened during red era but let's just say it happened during 1989 because I literally am a haylor shipper don't hate me but I am so yeah and aw Bella and Taylor are my relationship goals tbh
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I hope you all liked this chapter I will update again soon, and btw if there are any errors I will fix them later because I am lazy af and I don't wanna go back and fix them when I can just do it later okay bye!

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