adopted by taylor swift

chapter 7

Bella's Pov.
Today I finally get out of the hospital, and Taylor has stayed with me the 2 nights I was here she has not left my side, which knowing Taylor I knew she probably wouldn't have but I still just can't trust her I mean I love Taylor but it's hard to trust people again, besides who knows maybe Taylor will leave me for a guy
oh wait that already happened

"You ready to go?" Taylor said breaking me out of my thoughts "uh, yeah sure lets get out of here" she held onto my hand and we walked out of the hospital of course the paps were there so we had to push through them to get to our car and once we go it I just put my headphones in and stated out the window

Taylor's Pov.
I could tell Bella was thinking on the car ride home, and in the hospital I feel so bad for everything that has happened and I just need to be with her right now and make her feel the love she deserves because I don't wanna have the feeling I had when I heard she tried to kill herself

I could have lost her, forever and I don't know I could live with myself if I did, finally we got home and we went inside Bella just went straight to her room, while we were in the hospital Austin came to clean up the blood and her room which was pretty nice of him I put the bags down and walked up to Bella's room and knocked on the door

Bella's Pov.
I heard Taylor knock on the door and I yelled "COME IN" she then walked in and sat next to me on my bed "Bella I have to ask you something and I really hope you listen" and I nodded and just looked up at her "I need you to hand me all your blades over, I just can't lose you and I don't want you to ever do that again" I sighed and gave her the little container of them and she hugged me it felt good but I was gonna miss them

She then got up and walked to the toilet and flushes them down, I then just laid back on my bed and started at the ceiling Taylor came back from the restroom "Alright I'm going to go and make some dinner I will call you when it's ready" I nodded and turned on my side so my back was facing her, she walked out and closed the door, I was exhausted so I fell asleep

I was awaken by Taylor's nudging me and telling me that dinner is ready then I went downstairs and ate what she had made me "thanks Taylor goodnight" I said and rushed up to my bathroom, and me being stupid forgot to close the damn door, how can I be so stupid ugh! because while I was purging my dinner Taylor came to check up on me since I left in a rush and she was probably worried and she say the whole thing from me puking to me washing my face and hands and I turned to the doorway and there she was with a worried and shocked face

"Bella what are you doing?" I gave her a weak smile "uh, I felt sick" I said trying to cover this all up but I could tell she just wasn't buying it she then came over to me "Bella why are you doing this you are so beautiful you should be doing this to yourself" I just looked up her "But I don't want to be ugly anymore" she looked at me and walked me to my bed she sat me down and looked me straight in the eyes I swear I wanted to run because the look of her eyes just makes me break down "Bella you are so beautiful, you are perfect just the way you are you don't need to do that to yourself, please don't do it again babe" I looked at her with shame in my eyes "I'll try Taylor" she looked at me with concern "Bella, this is not to be taken lightly don't ever do that again okay" I nodded and laid down she kissed my forheard as and before she walked out I called her name "Taylor?" she turned around to look at me "Yes sweetie" she said with softness and stutters I could tell she wanted to cry "Can you stay with me tonight, I just really don't wanna be alone"

she walked over and go into bed with me "of course I will" she then hugged me protectively and kissed the top of my head, I could feel her hot tears on my head I looked up and saw her crying "what's wrong Taylor?" she looked at me "I just can't believe you have been doing those things to yourself, because you are so beautiful and lovely and I'm so blessed to have you in my life I just wish that you saw those things in yourself" she choked on her words I then kissed her cheek, I can't believe the kind of pain I am putting her through right now "I'm sorry Taylor, I will never do it again, For you I will try to treat myself better" she smiled "that's my baby" I then snuggled with her and we both just drifted off into a nice sleep
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